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I woke up today as usual just to be greeted by heavy rain - its a nightmare for me to go to work since its a 30 mins ride ON THE BIKE -- but its ok i called up office and mentioned that i will wait out the rain - everything at work was a breeze..

Then came the time to go back home - so i ma relaxingly cruising on my Moto la.. then it happened -_- Tayak Pachek .. Cheesepox la , i mean my rear tyre just flat yesterday today my front one - talk about ARSE luck.


its ok la - i simply called a random "tayar pancit" number i had and he came over...after 25 mins


While he was fixing.. i began to talk to him ... more like RANT DUMP la.. he he was slowly fixing my tyre and i was babbling about my dissatisfaction in life, i went on an on an on till i had nuthing to say - i felt ok that moment that i was able to get rid of those from my shoulders--he chared me Rm20 which was the normal going rate - i only had Rm50`s notes and he only had RM27 - kira he masuk Rm3 la - i paid him happily as he gave me a few words of advice and mention - this is HIS world - everything happens for a reason :) with that said i laid all the burden to time and rode back home a happier person


1 for Tayar Pancit Repair guy - if it wasn't for him - i don't know when i would have got home :)
Thank you Come again :)

Party Party Party

Well last weekend we had *HEAPS* of relatives crashing the night at my house. There were like 6 people and 3 people from my family :)

WHy... its because it was my brother's and his wife's birthday -- yes they both have the same birthday :)

We began the Saturday with preparing all the food for a steamboat - whatever u can name ? it was there of course no pork because most of em dont it that "What a waste i say... "

I went out to buy some satay and fried chicken and when i came back home - IT was HAMMER time :) ( kira tanni session la) eheheh


Then the party kicked off with more friends coming over - in just 20 mins it seemed as tho i was in a small club :) like 28 people :P

Fuuyoo i tell you i just hantam the Satay and birthday cake ( Mud chocolate cake) - Syok

They party went on to 4 am - whereby the mens retrieved for a few games of Siam Ban Luck (Dont know how to spell pardon my hokkien mee) -- before i find myself waking up at 11am - *dazed and blur*

Its was just plain fun :)

Next time to go shopping for Deepavali

Those who i might have forgotten

This wan ya is gonna sound like a Grammy receiving speech..

i would like to thank all who is reading this and i hope that i wont forget any1 that i knew in the future ...unless its intentional la. Im having both my family and my in-laws crashing us this weekend at my place and i hope to have a great time. I haven't seen my mom in a while and im looking forward to seeing her.



If there`s a song that i really like now its gotta be Tracy Chapman - Fast Cars

canu guys please intro sum songs as im running out of artist/songs that i know

please please comment with a good song Thanx

Artificial Life

If u wanna have a good time and be happy/sad/crazy/angry or anything....... just fake it - it can become real. built up the scene and -at viola you might get what you looking for. Thats what you get at an office or some people who u meet who you DONT like... you fake it :)









BUT...why not think of being happy ... just a suggestion



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1 for forgetting

Teaching other wht u know

Currently, ive realized that im back to my olden ways of advising, only difference is i give to those who seek. Last time i was like those door to door sales man :(

AHAhahaah......


I have not played WoW for almost 2 Months now, ive realized that i have much more time in my hand and that i can think with much ease. Im looking forward to this upcoming Black Eyed Peas concert which will be held in Genting Highlands - DAMN i cant wait....and the beats goes........................... runin runing and running runningrunin runing and running runningrunin runing and running runningrunin runing and running runningrunin runing and running running lets get COOKOOOO


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Sasi, Indecisive Vigilante WB1

People who lack strength in some fields will automatically be attracted to a person who has that values… its next to nature. I have a few people that falls in that category – on such person for me is this guy - Ill call him Dirk

Now Dirk is a normal looking person but however he “seems” to possess a lot of great qualities; qualities that I want – its more like I NEED em. But the sad fact is – this person barely knows me. All I know about him is his name, all he knows about me is my name--- wait I will take that back – he might know more about me that I think. Like for instance every single person seems to want to know him – girls drool over him—literally. Like…

Jane : OMG OMG .. I think dirk likes me..
Me : … and why u say that?
Jane : He… just threw a stone at me…*gigles away*
Me : ..damn.. /salute (to dirk in silence)

Other than that he has this gleaming look on his face wherever he goes, people just nod in respect to him – most wish that they could have a word with him- like anything. But he`s just … I don’t know how to explain this part- he aint snobbish at all –just… I feel he thinks of time all the time. And that he has none for chit chatting. He reminds me of my brother :D – such charisma vigilance and “Sir” like qualities. I wish to be that person someday – only thing is – I tend to crack jokes quite often and this habit is in my way. And I never realized that id sound like a kid today – wanting to be a man like Dirk on day

Why didn’t I think of this plan when I was a kid…probably busy having fun.


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Number game la

We were talking to each other about numbers.. like when your born and what your destined for- HONESTLy - i never believed all this before..but now - it rather doubt it-- kira pechaya skit la..


The moment most of my colleagues saw me or they knew i was a unique person but these girls... they`r all Indian- see that where they all make the biggest mistakes is they judged me by the day i was born. Well some of the things the said made sense - but then again you can relate them with random people. but this one girl was kinda reading or what kinda person i was --- more like reading it out loud-- it kinda creeped me out and i left home. the only thing that made my day was from a friend - who mentioned that she wish she knew we earlier- its completely platonic :) ..no nah uh ..it aint sex if thats what you guys think

P.s leave your birth date after commenting :)


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Alah this 1 -_-

I was at work today and i received a call from a Chinese guy..i ll call him Gong - SO as usual - i have to remote desktop myself to the users computer to fix some issues. The moment i saw his desktop i was suprised - why on earth does he have a wall paper like that !!!!!

Its was an error message cameo wallpaper - which looks real. Any normal computer literate person will know its a wallpaper, but this person didn't. To top it of its was a language pack error which was titled fluent - which in this case the user was really "fluent"(English/Computer). I was forced to put the user on hold while i laughed my ass off!!! Unhold - I let the wallpaper be and went on to fix the real issue. After fixing the problem we came back to the wallpaper-

Sasi : Its a wallpaper Gong ! -_-
Gong : No its not.....
Sasi: Yes it is i cant click it - just change the wall paper and you`ll be fine :)
Gong: No!!!! look i cant click on it (wit heavy chinese slang trying his best to sound aussie)


At this point i was just plain dumbfounded - I know for a fact that some one at his office is fooling around with him . and then he laid the bomb -

Gong : Every time I come to the office and start my computer my email doesn't work and i always get this error message.

Sasi : How long have u been working here Gong..?

Gewen : 8 YEARS !!!! @_@

I went on to change his background as he was still arguing with me that its not a wallpaper- obviously at this point he doesn't know what a wallpaper is or that you can change it :(

The moment the wallpaper changed to a random background - he gave me a giggle and said

Your right - its a war rapper ! Tank kiu



1 for mean shenanigans ..LOL

BEP BEP BEP

Alrights am off to The Black Eyed Peas Concert who wanna come

Gentings 1 pic to rule em all of this concert details




P.s Morgan cant come - we disallow you -- anti morgan campaign (but actually) we want him to follow la see how- the more the merrier :)


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Saying

There`s this saying in Tamil." You can only use thorn to remove another thorn"

Its like when you`ve stepped on sumhting sharp ? you need sumthing else which is equally/ or sharper to remove that-

Same concept in life :)


Have a good day :)

What a waste...

I’m a usual music junkie; so whenever I listen to sumthing; sumthing within meRelates most of the songs I listen to in real life.........this is one of em :( im feeling all depressed but it's all good.


It's time to surrender,
It’s been too long pretending,
There's no use in trying,
When the pieces don’t fit anymore,
Pieces don’t fit here anymore :(

- James Morrison -


There's seven years in the making of a "change" in a person. There this saying whereby people say change for the better or worse and then there’s "Kiong kan liau chehkian”!
So I was just trying to pull some string to make a lot of pieces to fix together - but in doing so it got personal, and all my efforts were wasted. But it’s good that now I can scold the "Sasi" in me and walk on.......

Computer Power Down

Came back home yesterday and switched my computer and thats it - Ziggy was lifeless :(

Damn i knew that moment he needes a POWER transplant !!!

Now he`s fine

Coming to brighter notes - i feel like coming back home more often now :) Its always up to us to make things look funny/sad/depress/nasty .. its just us LOL .

Datuk Morgan is working now... hope this buddy of mine lasts.. and PAUs a pau Thau in the making


On the lame note, i only had one person who dint reply to my SMS when i was in Penang, but its ok - people wont know what they miss only when the miss it . Thanx Vic for the invite am sorry am down here now.




and for the record.... you dont hafta apologive to me like that, its the thought that counts :)


Bryan.... you know the usual things i advice, dont let us down man , GOOD SPEED and study smart -


and to who ever this may concern - life aint a game, its not like a card game to see if u win in the end - cuz trust me - when u lose - you lose BIG :)



1 for friends again..... :)

Now listen close to the words i lay ....

We are all moralled people but we always have the other guy on the other side of your head always telling you to do the bad/good thing - are u catering to your self ???


Well ive decided to do so - after a while - when i was being in that mode i achieved loads of shit !!!

So i guess ill give him a try - i mean its not gonna hurt meh !!

ive had sum1 telling me do what you think is correct and carry on doin it :) you`ll reach where u wanna be - a PERFECT high



This time its the "it cant get much worst" vs "no one shud ever feel like"

think i`ll get out of penang....

I mean is great dun get me wrong, but they`ve said a Prophet is never known in his own land - now im not saying i am a prophet BUT i ve had very liltle friends there - ONLY can name 3 la - like now la if u ask me ....

He`s i start all new prevent the heart aches that is preventable and un-repeat the repeatable mistakes and un-unmake the made mistakes !

I always made my fair shares of cares - and all ive got is lot of i dun cares LOL

So when i was here in KL - i was like battling with my Dark / Light side.....


ahhhh finally realized where i was suppose to belong - dang ! dit know it was that easy



1 for Skywalker... not that im againts/ with you :) but just 1 for you la

Diffrent Frequency

I a radio.........*beeep*


With that said --- here goes...


Recently i have learned to let my guards down and tried myself wit new friends :)

Im kinda liking it - let me teach you a few things i apply in life to approach matter my way


1 . Be a passive speaker - like the background radio of some old chinese/indian station - u know wherever u go - your bound to listen to these stations - especially at mamaks or ur granmas house- What does this means --- u stay in a group - u have ur own agendas - and ur listens listen to you unconsciously and react when they hear sumthing the like - like how we behave when we listen to some wacky advertisements or some songs that we like.... this way both parties are happy but then the response time is unpredictable :P

2. The active speaker - its like your in a concert or at Thaipusam - your OUT AND LOUD people have to listen to you - IF you prove a point u can tone done (be less condescending) but no matter what sum people will just listen because not every1 think with their brains... they just follow the flow. Now i may admit this sounds rude but - HEY - im just breaking down the way we react- to me this style works only a few times.. :(

3. Have some buttons - Play and Stop - Plain simple - just react to the crowd when needed - this one get you goin really far - but whts the point of watching some one else play CS/WOW - dun u wanna play it ???? Use only when ur lazy - but if this is your habit - you wont be able to get things goin your way-


Unfortunately i prefer to burn my own CDs ( Path in live) so need to try slowly this time :)
And mix with my age group to begin with ahahaah.......


1 for my fresh new batteries..... thanx dudes (mogg + tree )

Venture to the other territory

I never really got used to Chinese literates.. till i came to Kajang .. i mean i knew a few back in Penang but they were just to shy to talk or even socialize... why -- cuz they had a choice, and so did i. BUt when i got here - ive decided to kick the dirty habit and get to know some real nice people here - WHY - and how i knew they were nice ppl = i had no choice than to mingle around - so it took some time but eventually i knew they are ONE hell of a great company-


Thanx dudes - u know who u guys are

The Take over, The breaks over

I came to realize that my account expired (WoW) ... I decided not to reload till next month and hplanned some social outings -- after wasting enough money on my cell to call people - i successfully filled my Friday, Saturday and this day (Sunday) i had great fun and as usual made new friends - honestly im scared to make friends now a days - no telling whose gonna ditch ya, so am playing ti save-- will explain more on upcoming posts..

Now Now.. im not saying WoW took my online time - but id say more of my Offline time.. i mean kept thinking of what ive done for the better of the WoW community and what i had got back in-return. And yes we are only human hoping for something in return - Sadly i had my returns from a mere stranger ingame and also from One and the only other player Dahsyat plus and offline player Bomoh - (this nub logs in and counts out the time on how long he has to stay AFK to get booted of the server- Dun ask me why he does that -_- he`s my Lover -- i have it in B&W (black and white la )

Other than that i have some how managed to increase my Nanderism skills - I mean its 350 now just getting em enchanted - so after some buffing im still the highest (589 To be precise) Woot !!


So comin back to the title of my topic today....The Take over, The breaks over its a song title which - in my own way of explaining is getting on with my own Agenda. I was just wasting my efforts to please people - right now - ive reduced to do that and carry on a normal healthy life which emphasis more on my own needs :)

With that said - i shall warn all you guys out there - cuz right now - my Nanderism is gonna go to a level where no Nande has gone before... /bow


1 for self preserve-variants not perseverance .....

I wanna be a farmer !!!

Well imagine if i was papaya farmer LOL .

My secret name will be Farmer Joe :)
My shops name will be called Winter Papas Papayas :)
My Papayas will be rated by size and textures and sum times for Bodily hair

Some papayas are Ripe :) while others are half ripe

But at the end of the day its depends whether you gonna be a papaya farmer or a rambutan harvester ???

I m gonna go with Hairy Papayas :)

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Easy things were once very hard to achieve

DO you know that , the thing that we do that is hard will become easy once we get a hang of it ? i mean in the beginning we put effort to make ends meet and if we keep doing the same thing it becomes mundane. I am trying something out which is not easy :)

and am looking to feel it to be "easy" fast. But then again if it gets easy really fast then it is simply an easy task in my humble opinion, something which is hard to be executed is what i am trying to achieve here. DOnt you wish that working out 4 times a day was easy for you ?? Yeah its easy to do it for a week but can you do it forever ?? it takes perseverance .......




1 for making life easy......

How come I am like still searching ...

You know that personal high that every1 looks for...??? Ever wondered how you guys spent countless hours and time chasing it ? i mean look at it this way - WHAT are you going to do when you`ve finally acheived it ???









*Hint*



i Think you`ve begin to chase another - we humans are never satisfied with what we have are we . :)
BUT dogsss.... and cats.. i mean i have to give it to you la god.. you`ve given them that pleasure one and only "high"... i feel like a mouse at times..always runing away from high chasers...(My nandes are slipping outa my closet)

Im still chasing that la. Just a bit more time and i think i will get it

and a bit more
and a bit more abi.........





1 got chasing high :D

Great people come within :)

You can tag yourself as mean - but you might be a kind person. ANd you might label your self as kind - but are you really-

I know how i feel most of the time - its just that you cant expect to see through that mask !!!
Ka- Damn...
So far im seeing "nice" people - mind me i am not looking for the opposite - just paranoid :P

So what are you today ? i felt like a salesman LOL -- all over again ahahaha

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Favourite Songs

I was wondering if you guys could share your Favourite songs in your comment, havent been listening to the radio much often also, so a new hit will also do some good :)


My all time favorite is Push By Matchbox Twenty

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Can you just watch ?

Someways when notice a group of happy people talking laughing and just chilling - don't you wish your one of them ???? Am damn sure you are, but when you see a sad person sitting alone because of their problems - we just tend t see them from a distance- i mean a beggar for instance- you wont wanna share his griefs and pain - you just wanna "maybe" help him . But what i have been seeing lately is kinda making me feel really uncomfortable :( i can just watch and hope for the better because as far as i know i can only watch --










The moment you thought i was wrong thinking like that - all i can say is act what you think and give that soul a helping hand , i do it everyday ... makes me feel a million ringgits..
Coming to KL has taught me a lot - but moving places doesn't change us - its US. When we decide to change we prevail.

P.s I don't simply just watch :)

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Test of Faith !

Do u have faith in GOD ? do u have Faith in yourself ? Do you have faith in me ?

I tend to come to this point in my life- i call it the mirroring affection -its like this

When you tend to trust in others ?? Have you ever realized that you are subconsciously seeking faith in yourself from that person that you trust !! ?

The same goes to Loving and Hate , and friendship and everything else in between.....

I`ve noticed something here in myself today, no matter how hard i try not - to NOT , the deeper i plunge in-
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You cant have thing goes your way... unless your ordering Char Koay Teow la, heh.. the chef can even get your order wrong at times......you know



1 for faith that we all speak of

Keeping an Eye

Sometimes when u see that quite guy in the office, you just ignore him and carry on doing you daily stuff but you never know what is that person thinks- amiright !!! there the people that he despises because no matter how hard he tries to get along he/she just behaves like a tramp/camp. He talks to them when necessary but just tries to avoid em most of the time :P There are also the people he has a certain opinion about but just looks at him/her from a distance and keeps up piling up his own opinions- but never has an idea of what the person might be on "live" still beta !!!!. And then there are the role model / idols that you wish you could be friends with- or even a click that you wish you were in. and always the crush of hawt hawt office chicks that hang around you building - I mean "its like a shopping complex . And also the people that you worry for - the folks that you love for and the friends that your friends for :) so the next time you see a quite person out there - do take sum time and say a word or two - HEy they might end up being a great friend or even a lover :)

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This is what I call "chew cheng" this is and "instant messaging" service at my office internal look wht i have typed

12:27PM sasi****n.a******m: and please comment - leave name behind ur punk
12:27PM sasi****n.a******m: dammit
12:27PM sasi****n.a******m: leave your name being punk !! *
12:27PM sasi****n.a******m: ahh much better grammar
12:27PM sasi****n.a******m:omh Behind*
12:28PM sasi****n.a******m: mog*
12:28PM sasi****n.a******m: omg**

And none for typo

Traffic is terrible / i kena TAG

recently I went down to Penang only to be stuck in a 10 journey which will only take me 6hours usual- I had some things covered up at home was getting ready to go back KL. and was again greeted by the horrible jam which also took 10 hours. You see the this is this scenario is unavoidable !!!! because the school holidays have started BUT the main reason the roads were jammed up because it is not been fully restored yet - nearly 10km of ulu bernma to KL is narrow - from a normal 2 lane it has changed to a 1.8 lane so u can only see cars moving slowly in both direction due to delayed work- wonder when are they going to fix it. I am guessing that the coming week will be the same too .

Nvm that -But its just that you have a few ounce of hours in Penang and you want to make the best of it. Well I did and it was great being home again. I had a special Char Koay Teow which was Rm 8 whereby it's served with succulent prawns- 5 of em .

ON the other note MY is coming up out Malaysian dream of getting a well and an organised guild is way on its way - not all we need to get id TM nut to allow proper packet shaping and not screw up or ping or so I suspect. I think we are way on to victory its we are just moments away from raiding Kara

lets make this happen guys
mainly the EEGs
MALAYsia Boleh
MY boleh
TM nut takbleh

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AND the 15 things i wanna do before i DIE in no Particular order

1.VIsit Japan !!!!

2. Have my own Restaurant

3. GEt a Tattoo

4. Post with a TOP model - i mean like a Studio Photo LOL and she`s gotta be like hawt "wht u posed with HER !!!!! "

5.Meet DR. Mahathir and aiswarya rai, jessica alba, jessica simpsom, misa campo, beyonce, shakira ,mischa barton, careedee ..........

6. go for a MATCHBOX TWENTY or LINKIN PARK CONCERT !!!!!!!!!!!!!

7.GEt on a PLane - i mean ive never sat on a plane b4 :P

8.GO to an island where the water is CRYSTAL clear - i mean anywhere !!!

9. GO on a BACK pack allover malaysia - to start with !!! then the world !

10. Sky diving or even freefall like base jumping !!!

11.play a small role in a movie

12. a threesome with a lesbian twin LOL

13. i wanna be a padwan and then a jedi master in real life la - like be a role model !

14. make a famous Youtube clip !

15. Buy a house and settle in PENANG - my hometown my life....

thank you so much for that tag Elaine - i kinda took longer than i expected

EDITED

and i tag

MOGG

LIM BANG WAH

BRYAN OOI

MING

Blow up "counters"

Being me - i am quite a reserve person - but i have counters in life

Like for instance when you are starting to feel hungry - u get a counter in you, then when you get a bit more hungry you get another counter !!! You see these counters builds up and eventually -you gotta eat or end up getting gastric pains which in my term blow up (reached exceeding limits)

ME ?? i have patience counter , and I have my ways and means of getting rid of the patience counters before i get angry - but recently i channeled my dissatisfaction to a certain party due to my overwhelming counters on patience - and i flushed it out like a young gun :(

I felt crappy later - but i managed to recover the situation in time -

As of any way like how Jessica Simpson made a public apology over her hawt/ disgusting (too some ppl) act on the Video clip of "These boots are made for walking" I would like say the same

" - sorry MR. BFPB it was my fault - "


You see sometimes its good to swallow egos - it gives you a "humble" counter :)
So guys next time - think before you act - because you don't wanna end up with too many "I dont like you" counters :P its very difficult to flush dem out :P


1 for ego pills that we swallow

Today i have a Question ??

We all like a lot of things in life and we tend to express them in ways only we can understand. Like for instance i used to keep my highest button on my shirt unbuttoned back when i was with my ex girlfriend- and she would always button it up for me - you know the joy i get in that !!!! ??? Its simply nice. or when i bully my sister to make her a cup of Milo - i mean she literally waits for my order, just to please me :)








what have you done to please your loved ones today ??

Me??? I am doing it everyday..its just like a Mastercard advert

Lavender laced dress Rm45 , Digi Reload Rm 10
Seeing the smile in your loved ones face... priceless......

Movinf others without moving a muscle

You know in my life I have met a lot of people, some aimless, some ambitious and SOME….just plain cool. But with all this people around you - ever wonder which one is YOU ! ? I always wanted to guide others but at the end of the day people can look through you - and it depends if your ugly or not !!! We humans have a normal sense - like spider sense, we can simply have a slight idea if this person is well capable of doing what he thinks he can !!

You think she can be you dream girl !!

So my spider sense tingles when ever I see someone that I "feel" requires help ! I mean in anyway - whether its moral, family or even love. And then there are sometimes you come across a greater being that is "like" GOD . I mean he/she can just move you without moving a muscle-

I was moved

When was the last time "GOD" said "Hi" to you ??? If you do - say hi for me to him too :)

1 for the movers

Up your Ante !!

Some day you will be the Prime Minister of Malaysia , Rock Star or even the Best Blogger in the World but before all that can take place we need to see where we stand ! We need to build our self right - we need to add value in ourselves we need to SPICY it UP !


BUt how you ask ??? Be like Batman....

Remember in Batman Returns - the Hero kena tar pau by the Bad guy- then he goes back to the "bat cave" and improvises himself! We can do that by focusing on what we want in our lives and work towards it - trust me i've heard a lot of people saying - if you really look hard enough you`r bound to bump in to it :) I always see my self as some example but its just that i wasn't good enough. I have changed through out the years - yes i agree i still make some silly /HUGE mistakes once a while but - i would like to state that we learn by taking the wrong turns, we learn by Fucking It up Big time - are we all children of God ??




1 for you !!!!

I wanna be a Faarmer!

Well imagine if i was papaya farmer LOL .

My secret name will be Farmer Joe :)
My shops name will be called Winter Papas Papayas :)
My Papayas will be rated by size and textures and sum times for Bodily hair

Some papayas are Ripe :) while others are half ripe

But at the end of the day its depends whether you gonna be a papaya farmer or a rambutan harvester ???

I m gonna go with Hairy Papayas :)

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I have to share la this

This is an unpaid post..unless i get dem (what ever on the post) now !

I was as usual looking around the web for some nice blogs to read then suddenly .....i came across this .. i am not kidding you `ll one of the BEST NEST BETS ETBS TEBS TBET SBTE BETB ETBS GEBS TBST BSBS TEBST EBST BSTB ESTG EBSG BESt

FLOG (food blog) i have ever come across - and what makes me even proud is this person here is a MALAYSIAN - yeah baby :)

This blog has all the mouth watering cookies to muffins to curries to laksa to "FRIED BELACHAN CHICKEN " too - soo many la - so guys out there please please check this blog out it`s totally awesome - the amount of time and passion poured in to this blog is unimaginable- check it out today -


FOOD FUSIOn


1 for the expedeted writer :) you deserve it :)

We are what we are - we can choose to be...

when we were kids (young) we choose to be what we want - like for instance we wanna be kind to animals la (LOL) for instance la. but when we grow up we tend to hate a few animals -like monkeys , cats and so on. BUT why - when we have already choose to love animals we succumb to our feeling or in this sense our character?? we can not choose to be good - it comes within and you can not choose to be bad - this comes naturally.

Sometimes i just wish i can feel nothing for someone or just hate another BUT it doesn't work its just how we are all made of ><

i am a funny guy by nature - and ooh that feels so good ...

1 for who we are

All the " I love you- you din't Love me back" guys out there

Since KL in my life - i have learned that things will always be the opposite of what ever we think of. I have been hearing a lot of i dint get a chance / i wasn't given a chance.
Its like this......

take for instance Jane, Jerry and Jill-

Jill is madly in love wit Jerry
but Jerry is madly in love with Jane
and Jane is MADLY in love with Jill's HOt ---- (Yummy - fyi Jill doesn't know it )

So one day Jerry couldn't hold his feeling for Jane anymore and decided to let her know about it - and what you think she's gonna say ?

" Look here Jerry you a "great friend" but hoaid aoidhadad adhadh qodhaid sfwlui dfgdg (the rest of em is just Jerry looking at her silent lips)

Then when Jill confessed her love to Jerry - he just rejected her because his heart is with another HAWT girl. Why? because he finds her not compatible with HIM and there is nothing in this world she can do to change his feelings towards her- its like eating a cheese cake with sambai toppings(its not like you cant eat it ..its just.........)-end of story-

For all those broken hearts out there, hang in there guys - its not like the end of the world- pick your self up and keep moving on. My love was rejected too.. :(



NOW moving on to Jane, when she confessed her love to Jill - Jill excepted her love just to break Jerry's heart. And that was IT LA - Jane and Jill lived happily ever after.
aawwww.....

1 for all the broken hearts.

So we had a "little" drink

It was Thursdays evening, so i suggested to go for some lite tanni session (boost session) ...
So we got off work and went to this coffee shop and decided to buy 2 bottles each- there were 3 of us :) i would say that is pretty mild..

BUT..... ahahah

You know theres always a BUT .. instead of drinking 6 bottles we ended up drinking X number of bottles :S

Its was almost midnight- so my colleague decided to drop me of to my car which i had parked opposite my office . He was "elsewhere" - he decided to put on some music before we drive--

Teriyaki Boys - Tokyo Drift---- REALLY LOUD

and started drving on the opposite side of the road !!!! - there was amost no cars on the road at that time till a white waja with a weird looking box on top of it came the opposite direction !

then that weird looking thing started to light up and guess what !- its was blue in colour !
What else to do then to swerve the car off and speed off la. LOL - then its was a series of Police and Theif - like Need for Speed while i was screaming like a pussy -
"STOP THE CAR !!!.
STOP THE CAR !!!
We made quick turns and fast maneuvers but still just as we parked our park by a park and switch off the engines- the police car stopped right beside US !

My colleague was like - WTF !!! where did they came from.(he was drunk- so how can he think or even move fast)

Colleague : Sorry boss - salah jalan ?
Police : Ada minum kah ?
Colleague: tadak tadak !!

Guess what the police said ???

OOh macam itu kan - OK :) jalan slow sikit

My colleague reached out his hand and shook hands with the police while saying "Sorry aah sorry ahh "


To my suprise the police just let us off. I thanked my lucky balls that night for not getting caught for driving under the influence of abusive substance ekekekekekeke


1 for blue strobe lights!!1 the kept coming in my dream LOL

Ehh i didn't know that

Ever been in a scenario where you know what is wrong with the whole picture but you just have to/ choose to keep quite because the "one" who is trying to figure out the solution is your superior / or someone your not quite fond of ?

Don't quite get it ? heres a case study;

Scene 1:

You company phone has speed dials, one of your colleagues still goes around frantically asking every1 he knows for a certain person number not knowing that you can speed dial, he even goes to the length to call others and ask them to sms the particular contact :P lol

Scene 2:
You can simply pick-up my office phone and dial a certain extension and get connected directly to the other office phones.. most of you already know that, but did u know IF

1. you were to pick up ,
2. press the disconnecter ,
   
3. release the disconnecter
4. and then hang-up

Did you know that you have just paged yourself?? So as soon as you hang up the phone will ring immediately !! LoL- mine however takes around 3 secs before it rings.

There is this one such guy at my office, he make calls and always cuts of the calls by simply pressing the disconnecter and only then hanging up.

Usually he will walk away and then run back to the phone to stop the phones ringing. This was going on for like a FEW MONTHs back when i started to work there maybe longer LORL

Did you know - that i found out about the whole thing just by looking at this poor chap everyday.But i am just too tired of sharing my knowledge with others-- besides.... like my friend always says " Always keep a few cards in hand" Cheer fellas :)

1 for WoW as mine expires today :(

Crank that MOJO babay ! ! !

I have realized that a part of me has been shutdown – Its like you have the radio which is me but you cant seem to tune to this one particular station; the reason its was shutdown :P

But not anymore…… ahahaha

Onwards to the topic of the day.

I speak tamil you reply back in TAMIL la JOE..!!!J

You see I read a book once that thought me about body language behavior, this book also explains on how to build that “invisible” rapport your always lack in. For instance when someone of your age/post/same level of respect starts a conversation ,you react towards their every body language without thinking - which in another word is subconsciounal. So I have this person who just newly joined my company, now may I say he has a good command of English BUT he just doest seem to read between the lines :P !!! Why? You ask me. Every time we start talking he will answer me back in English when I initially Tamil-ed my way through – then when I speak to him in ENGLISH he would reply me back in Tamil. So I said to myself maybe he’s trying to sync to me?? the following days I always waited for him to start a conversation – so that I could flow along- but nooooo this guy is an official rojak dude ! its just very hard to continue a straight conversation with this guys without ending it blank- ie. Nowhere!

Despite the generation gap myth – whereby it is said that *old port doesn’t mix with fresh orange*(my way of saying old don’t go well with young) I still tried to mingle along with him – too bad – he don’t fit no jigsaw :( . Dont get me wrong - i prefer to mix with older more mature thinking people.

1 for synchronization :)

I know - and im trying

Every time someone thinks or even talk/say about me- its always negative- i represent negativity. I so don't want to be that - but the harder i try not to be that way - the deeper i plunge in to the pool or negativity :(
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If someone is reading i suppose you can sense the "sad" / lame part of me- No matter how nice and happy i try to portray myself.... i end up having a bitter end to most of my blog entries, and real life in this case. I was always happy with temporary ecstasy which i had from -friends, family- lovers.

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i once heard of an artist who had paintings that looks and felt depressing no matter how hard he tried to make them look happy

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eerf had in fact lived to its purpose -
there is no true word for the opposite of free-

that's how i ended up with eerf-- what an irony

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this is it the end of my blog :)

thanx for reading

none for eerf.blogspot.com

Where is everyone ??

Sometimes - i realize that i try too hard :(

Guess ill try harder..

guess ill just try else where..
idk idk ...


1 for February 14 :)

Alah No BBQ by the beach

My blogs been too long - am cutting em short for now :)

Thats it la - im planning once again to party this weekend-

a. meet by long lost boy friend John

b.meet up wif my bro for like truck load of family/friend/food fun - i call it the triple F ekeke

c.Meet uncle Lim wif PG friends...

i wonder which one will be confirmed- for all i know its 33% on all sides. Im like First Come First Serve :) Currently its A :)

"Sasi there is no Beaches in KL !! "

-Vicky '2007 -

1 for readers :)

Better off Doin it Alone

Back in Penang , everything was plain simple. You wake up- you get some MOM`s special Milo. You get ready for work - WORK- come home - play - hang out- eat- have fun (note- the list is actually endless) But right now i live in Old Klang Road - Where i wake up like really early - Get myself to work - which is actually a tough thing- its like a 1 hour journey- WORK- 1 hour journey back and....drum rolls........... do NOTHING then just look at the ceiling. So i said " This should not prolong. So i opted to bring Ziggy to the Big Apple with me (My PC) .
Then things got a better had - i had some things to look forward to whenever i go back home to. Not to mention i have some very nice people who occasionally take me out for a dinner- I mean its the best i say - what else can you ask for then for a dinner at a different spot. I am truly thankful to my brother - if it wasn't for his friends i would be lost here.

So being better off alone you say sasi.........
Ive noticed that ever since i got here , i need to do everything all by myself. Those whose answering back to this phrase- hold your horses .
You see when you are here - you NEED to do everything ALL by yourself- and i can bet you that most of you out there don't know jack s#!+ of what i am going through.
OK- here it is.

• You wake up
• -bath-
  
• make or buy something to eat by yourself-
• iron your cloth -
  
• and get to work all by yourself-
• come back from work
  
• do the laundry -
  
• buy food -YOUR self- and sleep -
  

Oh not to mention clean up your place once in a while. You will not have anyone to remind you of anything which may be important- you will not have anyone to update you of anything- Its like your in JAPAN ffs.
Building what you once had....
Your 25 years old - so when you move else where you NEED to build back relationship from square 1 - thats like a 25 years long project. You wont have good friends- you would have normal friends -since your childhood friends are all back in your hometown. If you were to compare yourself on your progress back in you hometown - you would have done better- in which you wont even know what i am going through because in order for you to understand my situation - you have to endeavor it yourself.

i never meant to rant today... :( but there are just sometimes where you need to let people know. This was actually an ongoing thing in my life - i just didn't want to share it- thats all- besides most of them don't really care. They`ll be like - stop sulking and get over it or something like that.. ahahaha

So this is how i felt before the clock hit 2007 this year- i am over it right now. not
"over it" not in a sense of immune to it but more like - "Sasi ! this is you, and this is the path you have to go"

GG guys :)



1 for HOME

p.s GG is an acronym for good game. It can mean - "Ok we are hosed" right up to "good job guys" its a very popular gaming term :)

Iam Ga-nan-Z from New Zealand

I was back in Penang last week - l
my plan when i was in Kl was to catch a bus at noon and drop by 6pm at jeti and bribe my friend with a Whooper Burger from Burger King. So with quik liquid speed i dashed to the burger king bought the stuff and lapped to the bus station only to be greeted to "Sorry bang - dwebleh punye baaeh doh lepaieh dah" so i said topo- bagi aku satu punye-so i got in the bus and was on my meery way- then SUDDENLY bas stopped completely - stopped at Tapah and that was it - it stopped fer good- "aleh dik Btheri Kong deh"
so i deviced a plan to hitch hike a from another bus - which only happens to stop at sg.petani which is 2 hours away from penang- so i was told- i said OK- then i started calling people frantically to get my self from sg.petani- but to my luck -my dad happen to hire a van to get my mom n sis to penang- i saw the oppurtinity and took the chance - i told the bus driver to stop me at Bt.Kawan - and walked my way to home only to be delayed for another 2 hours before i was sent to Penang- DRop PG and that was it la - I WHISPERED TO MY SELF GG LA SASI -eehh tercaps lock pula.


man i had to say i patched up every THING - everything that includes you preevena. Im being viewed in a diffrent perspective right now. Being a so called "party leader" - we managed to over come some diffcult times in game.
But im just 65 right now - i know i could do better - so i hafta work deligently to lvl - have target to reach 70 by sunday and raid non stop on Mana tombs and also tempest keep - have some dark agendas right there( note if i have mention it here - it is not so dark anymore)
Had a modest BBQ at moggs- had some Tanni as well- we were all happy and thats what boost is capable of -nothing else and it shud remain that way.


This required to penang
3 seluak dalam
2 seluak pendek
1 jeans stail levi potong lurus
3 baju t-shirt
1 book
1 Jack Daniels 1ltr

things attained at penang
tipsy
full stomach
happy face
stronger bond wif my geng
and as always- felt like a royality
it`s priceless -


Thanx guys

1 for bryan from parit buntar <----- click here

p.s there is also a link on my friends list on the top right

Hi my name is..

Hi . My name is Sasi. Im a WoW addict.

QQ war

QQ guys looks like my class is all abt QQ-ing atm-- please feel free to troll around this forum- atleast read the topic and you`ll know wht i mean.. :(


Click HERE






none for us warriorsss.... ????

I like it when youj take the pain

Before you read this click play and listen to this song





We`ll carry on.. heard it from a song. Not that im in pain or vain but its just that- it was a song la. I come to realize i was really keen in music - since i was in high school. You see sometimes when i listen to a song i get really in to it.. yes u can call me a sound addict - dang sony got that tag - i like how it sounds.

Anyways.... Just im feeling like im going through a mid-life crisis- maybe a we get it at this age oor something. Ive spent all my childhood life working as most of you would not know. So ive had a lot of things that i dis not get to do. I used to sneak a peek at arcades when i was 18ish while i was on my way back home from my parents shop. So i developed a need to play games... arcade- computer games.. so when i got a freedom to play them which was around 19 i took a huge bite of the apple-- i would just play any game that i like- truth be heard- i felt that i was old for it- BUT i came to realize they were a lot of people like me around.

There are also other repercussions of this my so called mid-life crisis - i have a list in my head - im so tempted to do em. but the recoils / consequences - ahh i myself dont know how it`ll be :)


"IF your really good in something - people will look up to you- "

i wanna be good in a lot of things to come...


i for music that runs within me.....

Delighted la me ... :)

Im so happy to be able to write today - oh yes before you guys carry on reading - id like to advice that the blogger.com is being phished !

wht is phished- hmmm like a you think your in blogger.com -- but you realize that the website on top of the address bar is something else.. so you`ll think its your normal website and continue keying in your user name and password to no avail- and you feel that there`s something wrong with you computer or maybe you`ve type the password wrongly- and you`ll continue to retype your entire ID n password again - the info instead will be sent to the hacker and he`ll have your info now- NOT GOOD lol

Went out with my bro who just came back from Thailand for 2 days - wht a nice guy. We lepaked la - pizzaz , cakes and to tp that all off with *bucks coffee and durian later that night- simply nice la- just like in penang with the buddies :)

Look even my fonts are all crazy :( the are so huge even when i have em scaled down - (ive been reacently hot by virus trojans n adwares numerous times.

Nvm that la -- Im so exiceted todday because ive got my TBC (the burning crusade) cd key -= not the CD(hafta wait -on the way in mail) and i am now ready to go over the WoW experience again - making friends - new contents and meeting NINJAs ahahah. But all round im just very happy because i just in full motion in life - starting to see my root friends - ie long time buddies (you`ve known em for some years ) Mogg tree keith john just to name a few la.

Apart from that ive realized that im blogging more longer and often nowadays...have more nande to write ahaha.

"an investment of time and love does go a long way "

you know what fellas - ive got some of the best buddies......

wait up fer me in WoW -will ya fellas :)

1 for my lil sister - now tell me what will i do without you :)

oh ya -answers to previous blog

1. Ming

2. Pokok

3. My bro Karu

4. John Tan Enn Tau - my secret lover

5 . Mogg le

CHEERS ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Being Honest :)

First Of all i wanna give out a BIG thanx to Tree n Moggs n rest for the great "lepak" i had while i was back in Penang - like as allways- the feeling was just nice- The food at the choo char and the Dota and a great finnisher at Ali Citi which came to a nice end.

and Now to to spill my ponderings.....


Ok as far i know , im a sucker for friends like some people out there - true family is important- but friends are way beyond explanition- so i have a quiz of whose who - and you guys try to guess - Ill try my level best to make it really hard.



1. No matter what this person wants - he`ll get it done. He has his own ways on being diffrent - no not the lame as way of being diffrent till it "merugikan" him self. Mr.Self explanatory earned most things himself- maybe he is his self being - No 1 thought him what to do when .. who is he ?
No its not morgan.

2. I feel hes a great friend - he just doesnt show it. He understand everyone - just pretends he doesn`t - pulled me out of a lot of troubles= its somehow rather indirect id say. VEry very Funny - and unpredictable at times (he wants to actually; or maybe im tooo stupid to realize ). who is he ?

albero is the answer in some language.

3 . I have tried my best to not do the wrong thing. i wanna adapt their attitude - am allways fasinated on how they can behave in such a manner - beautiful mind ill say. Is very caring and humble (not egoistic). Makes stupid mistakes and is a bad driver.

il mio fratello di anima. go figure :)

4. Im his so called blackslut from tg.bungah !!!! Hansome- charming smile- and my prince. FOr him im also his Black Knight with NO shinning armour (nekkid)

5. i love this one .. can fill in more than 1 actually . Its a dumbass, donkok and a nub ! Can aggro out of a sudden, loves eating and is in the EEG . Eats/dislikes veggies (now idk the status).who la this 1 ?
















































Ya its Morgan.. i cant help it :)


Ok la la since its BC we all gonna be busy for this coming - And to top it off no more tuesday maintanence- i personally disagree - :) -
Tuesday was the day we allways hanged out together - and i was home talking to my exgf and mom - so its was a day i look forward to . Its sumthing like a break even if you dont want to .


1 for il mio fratello di anima

p.s Comment wif number wif answers- ill answer em later.

Back then in High School

When i was 15 - i was a small fart-
definition :
1. One of the shortest students in my class.
2. Very hyper active - not that im not now
3. Talk-ative full of humours pranks and jokes- mean shananigan
4. Had my first crush :P
5. Started listening to radio.
6. Had a voice that sounded like ... .... mickey mouse.. thus dubbed as the black mickey mouse.

So here goes - i know this guy back then in my class-- he has a really screwed up attitude- and i cant be bothered about his- but one day he started to disturb me- i thought i dont need to handle such a dumbass so i ignored him - but day after day he started to piss me off - this one day he even took a steel chair and went at me......ok now that was a liltel of the limit(dint hit me just threaten)


So the next day i had some plans for him :)


just as i was about to get my party it - i received a news from the school mafia- "its beeen taken care off " -- and that was it -problem solved.

The reason im telling you this story is because he was an annoying guy - every1 hated him. He just couldnt care less about his future.... The following year something happened- he smoked pod and went out on a scrammbler without a helmet- he banged a jeep which was trying to reverse out and fliped over the other side landing totally upside down head first - his head hit the side of a pavement - and that was it............... :(

He went on a coma for a few weeks i think and when he woke up - he was a diffrent person- some how like a down syndrom would - even his eye pupils turned the other side making him a cock eye(no offence man) and all then changed - his entire life in short- his entire life ... and the rest is history till today -

i went to meet him a few months later after the incident - realiszed not much friends came to visit him which was quite obvious and sad at the same time - all he ever told me was -"I am sorry ". that day forth He made me realize a lot of things-- I was 16 then....
Dont smoke pod guys .. and even if you do - STAY home . peace

none for ganja LOL

YAY im goin on a Business Trip -

OMG lawl - The boss said "k Sasi - we shall see how this trips outcome is "
So am like - where are we going ? - We are here in the big city - where else ?
" Penang" he said - and I'm like -OK la....

Im coming back to home on 16th - 18th on a business trips on meeting with large peoples in big places - to name a few--- nah i dont think i can do that here- i feel the rush of the wave of my life- its intense. I really looking forward- this in turn will propel me to the next level of my work.
On the other side - Ive picked up some different sets of rules - They feel quirky but like a new pair of slippers they are like that what - we need to get used to them.

i know right now only your reading this post mogg- so at least im happy i have A reader - sorry to rant in the end - rest a sure it`ll demise in time :)

"I know was good in some things- i mean really good - when i think back , i realized that i tried really hard without giving up"
Sasi

i think im up for it right now

some new agendas la.......

thanx mogg...for being here
1 for you

A story...

Once upon a time , there was an orchard farmer in a town where dark days gleam brightly. So one day he dicided to plan a Bonzhai , he went to the water fall near by his old wooden house and searched high and low for a suitable plant. Eventually - he found something that suited him - or did it suit him ?

He bought the palnt back and nutured it till it growed as days went by - Then one day an old friend came along and said - did u know u can shape this plant which ever way you want it just by using a steel vine...? and so did the farmer - he began to imagining how he wanted his plant to look and we went on planning and preparing - days went by as the plant was bent and mold to his desired shape--- but sooner he realize that even though the plant looked very pleasing - he needs to trim and cut the unwanted branches very other day - Then one day and old monk passes by his plant - he was horrified to such a sight- he went on to the farmer and said sadly- Young man ... how could you try to mold such a gental plant to look like this - it is not wise of you on try to correct your mistakes through this plant-- If u payed close attention there are a lot of beautiful plants out there-- the plants tend to sway towards wht the need and not on what they allready have - ass the old munk pointed towards 2 huge rocks - there was a small vine growing out of them with a beautiful flower- and the monk explained "You see such vines need not be told wht to do or how to grow- they will chose their own path and grow for the better of for the worst - its all up to them -. the only thing u can do my friend.. at most is just water it and watch as it grows - to a beautiful tree or an ugly being is entirely up to them - now look at your self and tell me , my beautiful plant what bothers you - as the farmer turns to monk - he vanishes to thin air.
From that day forth the farmer broke the vase and let the plant free - he took the plant back where he got it from and with a mixed feeling - happy sad and confused on the plants future the farmer walks peacefully with a heavy heart hoping that that plant one day will grow to be a magnifiecnt tree.


Happy Birthday guys.......
1 for the monk :)

Somethings actually PICHAK !

OK for those who did not know why our (Malaysia and mostly Asia) is so slow. On 26th December Yes the same date where over 1 million people were affected by the Indonesian earth Quake 3 years back. The earth Quake recorded 6.7 - 7.1 on the Richter scale just south coast of Taiwan, although 1 person was reported killed but there were going to be over 10 million heart broken over the Internet quality. A few major fiber cables which cater to major parts of Asia was damaged :( They were called FLAG(Fiber-optic Link Around the Globe) Telecom, East Asia Crossing (EAC) and Asia-Pacific Cable Network (APCN)--have since had some partial restoration. Here`s the BOMB - the so called FLAG cable is literally the BALLS of the Asia internet- imagine some one crushing it- that's how painful it it is . The rest of Asia suffers the same fate as FLAG caters to Hong Kong , India(not so bad -they have backup),Taiwan (duuh) Korea , Singapore and We (Malaysians) my friend are affected. All we could do now is just wait as the last news i heard was that FLAG had already booked a repair vessel, and that fixing its cables could take up to three weeks. Till then ....


1 for the Ballz of the Asian Internet

Thank you Thank you Thanks you :)

Hey ya folks its was an awsome NEW Year 2007 for me had a nice break in penang - and as usual i was given the royal treatment- felt on top of the world :) the feeling to leave is a bit there la - BUT i can work in peace knowibg that people here are alllways the BEST :) thanx guys


if i were to break down wht i had in these 3 days of food-ing - i would take 3 post --




so wif much a due abt Me to work in KL -- i shall finnish the post today by saying


HAPPY BIRTHDAY Pokoks bings pongs ----


1 for the birthday boys... ehhee