New Year here i COME EKEKEKE

Ok guys here`s the plan - listen carefully

first we go shopping for the makanz

then we buy some duck tape -

step 2 present a bus ticket home for shar to join her ass for this BBQ

third kidnap the tigertime chairman from tg.bungah

4th siram the pokok wif sum -sum suu -LOL

5th get moggie mabuk --- (aeerm on second thought remove that) thats too easy -

As we near this NEW YEAR - ive planned to make a HUGE bbq bash at the ever famous spot of the decade - PEpper Hill la. we can hope for new things to come and as ive planned ive change for things to change in me - got to know sum people. None the less IF you gonna miss this BBQ -which is a special 1 time only per year by -GOD u`d be damned- I was wondering we get a theme for this BBQ la - sumthing difrent - ie Dress is tradional cloths or maybe TUKAU theme clothing or worst cross-- ok ok lets not go there shall we ---

in the end the shall be only mabuk/lau kuak / crazy / un-hungry people by 0001 01/01/07

GG

1 for the tiger-time chairman ekekkee

If it doesnt kill you......

It`ll make you stronger :)

Since i had a job chance evry1`s who used to work above me is beginning to not "work" wif me LOL

It happends.. now my only retreat is my WoW - they dont know it requires internet to play . If they do - im done for it :)

MY work rocks - Meeting wif big CEO`s yo and discussing about markeeting- this is awsome shit - i talk they listen and we coresspond ahahaa

Getting fatter which in my "sasi" term is good life

this is an awsome thing - IF your not fit than ur happy n fat - da new tag :)

1 for mogg :P

Itu dia-H....

Oraits oraits.. my much awaited anticipation for WOW ... has beeeennnn....... prolonged even further .. :( looks like its gonna be next year tilll u guys see ganaZ online, maybe i might be right on time for BC.

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things here in KL is as usual la .. all biasa and going easy , a few speed bumps and some speed traps - but it`s goonna be almost a full circle soon for me in KL - i journey to get a a plaxe to sleep is still in the making ill say next year.. till then ill just sleep in the living f\room. Its not like i have not slept like tat before - so im goin quite smooth about it . This january is gonna be a turnin point in my life - in fact today just might be one of those days where everthing will change --- career wise - life wise - wow - wise :)

see how things are going
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Then i was a scout .. NOW im a GRUNT aahahahahahah guess who got promoted at work today ahahahahahhaha



GOD i wonder why my blog sounds soooo boring now ??????


1 for ziggy... you mah bitch / friend

And now for the rest of the post.

i just wanted to make a some thing str8.. i just realized that i was never was the baboon king...

i`d rather be the kutu .. and foloow the kutu king ekekkekee


1 for the kutu king ... he`s on his way here really soon :)

Things change

I was back in Penang for a few days. It was great , maleh i had my offcial tour guild Mr. Pokok (/thanx) and i had a few people that i said "hi" to. Wasn`t a big hu-ha like i expected la.. which brings me to the topic of the post for today. :)

Expect

E = everyone is

this is just the half post.. wait for futher post lol

How this 1 :) ekeke

praveena u like it ?

My comments... once

there was this once i was goin on a spree commenting people out there with.. sincere /honesty..

i felt great kniowing that they have apprciated them all here` just 1 of em ..


" You see, ive learn the hard way of not being able to even make mistakesd in my life...as i`d say ur tryin to confess your self ..so that u`d be able to make more mistakes..why not take it backwards.. like being able to see and react effectifly before making a move :)Your 22.... im 24 i was said im a useless f*arker just because im simply clumsy :(but then again it struck me :maybe i should decide to make more observation and less mistakes :)i have lot`s more to say about ur post today but as i allways like to stress... We are just humans at the end of the day " but dont take it for granted "And i`d like to appologize for saying things that might afffect the way u think since u`ve let ur guard down :)
:( "


this then


1 for the ever lovin WoW.. i missin it day by day :)

Makan and a BIT

Kinda feel really pointless due to lack of WoW in my life .. runin out of thing to write... omg whts this :? if some 1 is really reading this do .. comment :)

The things you notice

Well it`s been ages since ive blogged , ive been busy - Anyhows the topic today sums a lot of things like for instance
the people that look down on you yet pretend that you`ve a great friend (sorry to rant so early) i promise the rest of them arent :P eheheh

then i came across a guy wif bigger feet than me (mind me i know there are a lot of people wif big feet out there- BUT no not where iam from )he`s 13 im 12 :P

Then again i know how it all seems to fit into pieces on how people back at home clicked so well wif me - why the folks here are diffrent- actually they arent- iam , i can litterally can adapt my self here. So that a plus point that ive discovered opver the time here.

Apart from that ive also come to a bigger circle where u can meet up wif people of same interest , and for me it was FOOSBALL and food crictic-

hmmm wht else ya. ive learned to notice my self more .. the way i talk and all how am i behaving in crowds - among crowds and being the crowds-

Oh yes,another things is there`s truck loads of indianschicks here

i so lost in my own words......
wht can i say - penang HERE i come :)

oh yes this is My brothers wedding photo , it was held at The waterfall temple back in PG :P


1 for motion sencor that ive became hahahahah

My brothers Wedding LAAAA

Well it was my brothers wedding last sunday 3rd september , i was the self dubbed penang counter part-- the ONLY 1 i`d say . Imagine your the only link to your future in-laws - means you are in charge of logistics , transport , food , tour guide and so much more. I was totally cooked up - i cant believe my self when i said - " Man i dint even had time to sit" seriously. I dont wanna bore you guys on the events thast happned but -


All i can say is


CONGRATULATION to KARU and MANJU -ani on you weddinng :)


i had an awsome money cant buy weekeend ....


and thanx to all that helped ... /bow


have a good 1


1 for the newly weds :)

Yay

Have been in Kl for an exact 1 month from today .... and its great.As usual it took me some time before i could get used to the folks here . But ive made it YEs la.
Had a great (sadly) supper at Chilli's at Midvalley Mega Mall. It was damn nice la- AWSOME- id advise of any1 whos planning to go there to try out the Mashed Potatoes which is served as a side dish and Pick on Mushroom Chicken Cheese Fajitas. The1d serve you wit a hot pan(more like Hot plate)in it you'd have a mixiture of this dishes name. tHE MOMENT its served u need to mix em up and eat it wif the fajitas- which is just like chapati / tortilla like bread . Try it :) you'll love it. And for this sundays Lunch please please please my folks in penang call me and we ll meet there. ANd this is my number 0163858643 :)


1 for ziggy.... *ishk ishk*

My salutes...(it`s not even complete)

My brothers wedding is just around the corner, so hes decided to have it(dinner) in one of the hotels here in KL wedding dinner gala . and me along wif a few of his mates are being invited to test some food in a "few" hotels... Its going to be awsomely filling hheheheheh

Been trying to make up my mind on few "issues" up in my head . in knowing if i really have done my part as a friend/ brother( in both ways ) but some time all i know is tat 11 out of 10 people dont give a damn about me . it`s a sad thing i must say but , ive rounded up to this - Ive done my level best in being a great ..why .. a best friend id say ! but - u know wht they say - "nothing" LOL to me

Ive taught a lot of people in my puny little life in not to run away from ur problems/issues ext. , it`ll haunt you no matter wherever you go :) wit tat i say face you problems and clear that cache before it gets worst. Then again some people just keep grudges and carry on wif their misrable egos to consume em selfs :( is that just what people do ? ? ?


MY salutes

Stay strong my dear praveena you`ll need it and i know your saying to yourself right now ( i know and u dont have to tell me that "DUMBASS" ! ! )Uve brought me back to where i was back then, all happy and crazy- but life as u and i know didn`t really sync :) All those phone calls was totally unintentional but now i know that it was the only thing u wanted to listen - dont get me wrong - i really loved the times we spent time togather. it was great

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Keep up your hard work artmaker , i know tats the only thing u need to endure to be what u wanna be - its not like an advise-- it`s more of a way of me complementing on ur hard work and how mush uve change me to a friend i am today. to know that some day i`d go " man all that hard work paid of eh ? " is not far away /bow

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Pokok oh pokok wht can i say ... u move people with even moving a single muscle- uve reflected me a deal of things in life tho it`s an educational period in my life to be around in penang and yet to see you work ur ass off, my salutes to you my dear buddy-hope your reading this

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Mogg -da millionaire in disguise , theres these words we allways use to describe you - " i believe moggs gonna rule.. " .(not in wow but in everything)
But the true fact is that we actually know tat for a fact..! you reaching HWL is not a big thing for a lot if people but deep down inside i know it wont just put a smile in your face but it`s gonna sky rocket ur confidence to another level,, way higher- and wif that u will belanja me makan la :)

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We may meet each other in the near future where im a much more well/better man than i am today . you`ve done a great deal for me in my life --i must admit , for all those food and most inportantly company you gave me when all else dint ,was the best - and now your a grown man- i have so much thing to tell you - but as much as i want to - im not sure whether you`d be interested in listening to this ol friend- take care ban wah and all the best in your exams. Stay strong ..tho i know i dont have to tell you that



1 for "back then"

Haiz.. busy wif work

will post soon..



p.s ur allways wellcomed bathra"xxx"



1 for penang :)

Things here in KL :)

Seems like life here in kl it actually nice and great :)
Am really getting alot of thing done here then ever ! Used to miss penang But now its just another place where you can feel "comfortable"

Had so many things happen to me .. the most recent thing was .. mugged for 350 in petaling street.. for some reason .. pst for futher info LOL

Believe me i was shitless.. but none the less i got some 1 t get the problem solved and went on my way back ....*phew* thank god :)

And as for the peeps.. lets just see who comments :)



1 for the commenters eheh :)

Take care guys :) honestly i dont even know wht to say

i was a good run ???? idk

It started to early

...my weekend that is :)
ahaha.. i went to ss17 last night just to enjoy a great meal from this shop which is so famous that people literally waited to be seated .. well i know it sounds normal . BUT wait... this shop only owns 1 lot - and since it`s night time nearly all the rest of the shop lots are closed the open tables by the row... its`s like 8 shop lots of tables on the right side n 3 lots of the left...!!!! meaning to say .. that ONE shop lot made the entire place look like a flee MARKET !!!! i was really blown away ..after a long time in my life ...(WHhhoooooaaa)

Luckly we had a place to sit la , we quickly grabed a spot and my host (MBETB)just ordered the food and said - Trust me !
its was :
hawaian roti canai
and another claypot hong kong noodle

AND

the super delicious ribena in a jar- dont know wht the call it but this is wht its goin to be !
it`s basically ice blended ribena with nata de coco and fresh fruits like water melons n honey dew-- CHUNKS of em !! YUMMYLIUOS



we makaned an saw the chicks fly by and the whole day was just AWSOMEEEE !~!!!!
sad thing i had no camera! :(

thanx



1 for ribena in a jar

How`s my weeks been...

Well obviously my weekend is not as great as Mogg`s labut how ever i played roulette with my brother ,his friend and my future in-laws , it was fun. Basically my bro went to Singapore and bought him self a mini roulette spinner and table - any1 at a first glance would think it`s for kids.. but if pay attention its really a mini roulette complete with everything u need , even color coded chips. I had half day that saturday , then drove of to my bro`s apartment just to witness a fire just 2 floors below of my bro`s same block.. turn`s out to be we were the one who called the fire department, smokes were gushing out of the balcony and every1 was looking . A few guys went and managed to extinguish the fire before the firemens arrived LOL. and then we had our roulette... i won "some" la :) it was like 800% ekekekek thanx ane :) session officially ended at 0450 O.o

Then after that i woke up at 11am just to be welcomed by some nice breakfast.. just as i was about to be done(breakfast) it was lunch.. wht else makan lagi la .. chicken/duck / pork / ice- cream.. uuh so much more :D chit chated for a few hours and eventually left back to my place. Awsome laaaa



1 for ane :)

Ok now im serious

Ok i decide to write this post like 40 mins ago but due to ...eermmmm aahhh .. yes A.D.D ( Attention Deficit Disorder) i was distracted... Which bring to my topic today, now im serious .. i have ADD dangit... i mean i realize it everyday. I was on the track of educating myself on Types of cables n patch panels involved in my Networking job, then while i was searching i got distracted and went to some website about tech news and then drifted to supercharers and .. u know where im trying to go. :(

So right now im trying to educate myself on how to handle my self on issue concerning my level of focus on life job food girl an all.
Even writting this blog is a distracting thing to do , but none the less its comforting to be able to store ur headache...here


this is the only song i can think of with word...ADD



1 for drizzling rain:)

Mission Acomplished

Well before i wase designated to ShAH Alam to a new project , i was askd to fix some minor glitches in the office which most people cold not... so i got down started... after 2 hours i managed to fix and error on a lap top o but .unfortunately it had a killer virus on it .. it was called brontok. So even i managed to clean he virus .. it had a single file in the sys.registry which was quartined , in in turn made windows allways prompt to acces the file everytime you boot ur computer , so only then i was told to reformat the laptop LOL. But none the less the boss was hapy that im capable to get a lot more things done than the rest :)

On the other side of the story im get along pretty well wif my roomates and we had Chick Kut Teh .. man it was ok .. only the mushroom was the killer bt the rest were ok.. i mean come on born in the food paradise n thrown in to the pits of disaster cuisine state of KL wht more can u ask for ) Am begining to get along here..

Btw im bloggng on this laptop ekkeek

Smash Mouth - Rock star



1 for the mushrooms in that chic kut teh

New place.. new face..

Im been here in Kl for like a week now , dropped by penang to say my goodbyes and pack my cloths, i never had a chance to wish to tree :( tho he knows . None the less im at the office now getting to ready ourselfs for the next upcoming project..in shah alam. The people here are weird i tell u , when i was visiting KL it was diffrent , but not since im tryinh to fit my self -- its awful ur not a tourist anymore. so they treat u like a local, i for instance am in a mediacore group / company its being run by n indian thus the workers are all indian .all of em. Im not a windian but imagine run a life like that .. its like being a chinese in penang- every1 u meet is like.. well ok lemme explain .. in penang nearly all indians have sumthing nice to say similar interest and yes we like each other .. but here u in a diffrent ball game... now i know how it feels like to be challenged by ur own kind...weird.. but its all well-- havent met any hot chicks yet ,,, but i have a lot of people to meet and it is by far the most anticipating agenda in my life right now.....

*This is me n my bro*
Jason Lo - The line is dead (great song
1 for "life`s a bitch" cuz its not :)

All rights...

Am allready learning so many things in life here.. in KL
Most noteable family values.. now i know why some reader out there have days called.. ok cant talk watching moovie wif sis "

I remember all those times when i ran to help out a friend... only to know that it wasnt worth my while ..now dont get me wrong here.. i still (like friends) is just that family values run DEEP ! ! ! deeper than i thought

i wanted to say .. to "ALL" my friends like there is a truck load of em .. but come to think of it its very pathetic.. When i came about to know that im gonna miss all that is here in penang.. seems like it`s all total oppsite here.. so the numba 1 reason i took the offer to go to KL .. is to know that i dont have much .... i mean no value at all here.. like indonesian rupiah ! like a freaking pariah ... oh well... time to shift .. the eclipse is coming and its time for me to ..... (to be continued)


Pieces - Sum41




1 for BLOOD--- which is thicker than water... do u know wht does it mean !!!!!

And then there`s a loud PRAAATAAAAAAAB !!!!!

Well it`s gonna be like this... simple and str8 , im ordered to attend an interview which am convinced has a future.. hence even my bro`s involved-
So right now im goin to KL... and IF... and only IF i pass the interview-- id start employment imeadiatly.. i have to drop wht ever i have here in PEnang :( and start a new in KL
Its more like charector transfer ... Rm 27 (Konsortium) eheheh



GOD SPEED to me .. see ya fella in the near future

GOOD bye :)

1 for all my close buddies take care for now......

Wonder whts next

Every1 of us have heard it over n over n over a gain...

and the lived happly ever after...



DAMn i want mine ........


Im a platuae of feelings right now.. am not moving anywhere both work n play..sucks ass..

AM still trying to get my warriror in a FUCKING guild .. am in 1 right now.. so LAYED back .. which wht im not looking for :P


1 for me !

Welcome..

Today ......... haiz.... was ok la.. then the shit came along.. man there were so man y.. and eventually u realized you missed the bus......

Ive realized moles growing allover me... im like the acient now... living alone sux ...you ccan go crazy .. i kid u not...
Its its those things / phase you have to go through in life to endure of wht lies ahead....
Hope this person has a good ending in life before he ends it... the happy ending that is :)

fallout boy - Sophomore Slump or Comeback of the year

My humble self

By now most of ya have seen the un-humble self... (sorry) my humble applogies.... Well it`s just like a change of field la.. You play your life wif a certain set of rules and you come to realize that u need to revamp it (my attitude la)..

Moggs here .. all fine... when moggs away .. duno la how all.. he`s gone for 3/3 - extended to 4/3 Kl trip god knows if it`s gonna be 5/3



Have a new girl that im goin on with right now.. all i can say is she`s HAWL as neraka la...... maleh ....


HUngry at weird times nowadays... wonder why :(


anyhow`s take care peeps..

Btw im the best man for my cuz`s wedding this 9 july or september im not sure... :)

Ok la i got Tanni Geng

Had truck load of fun yesterday night.. right out side choong Pharmacy.. LOL 5 peeps downed like 40+ cans :) Mogg got drunk and so were the rest... hope to get it done again next week end LOL.. 151.. and play the 0 5 10 game ekekeke.. :)

On the other side KL trip is so nearby .. just need a few more days to decide on the RUn .. if can.. Hoo say larrr



1 for Bavaria LOL

Let me show you how its DONE..dumbass

A very WARMMM wellcome to MAUS ..@ MMAS you in penang wht !

Read laws of attraction under this blog (first)

Are you one of those kids that watch over a retared kid trying to get something done ..? I mean like for instance you see this kid playing Street Fighter.. and u can obviously see that he sucks in it.... well what you dint realize is that .. u have more EXP in playing that game or your just that good.. !!! Now picture this... u know wht they said about Donald Thump right.. if u were to strip all his wealth or Bill gates`s.. they`d prolly make it big again..... WHY because the know how to fish ..unlike some of us... who are just learning to fish. Some of us wish we could just shuv them aside and snatch the controler to do and ulra combo or sumthing... the fact is im working on my combo im trying to level my self...so if u think i can do better.... well u just have to wait n see..... not evey1 is like is like those arcade bulies la.. u give em a new game they strive in it while we would still try to master the KOF 2002 LOL. THen when uve` done mastering that combo of urs... you`ll pawned by the arcade bullies.. on what ever you`ve trained on .. and show u how it`s DONE.. :) Like morgan said "If it doesn`t kill you It`ll make your stronger :) "

P.s If all this dont make sence then why is there a word called stooopid .....

So ponder this a moment.... if u see a kid or some old guys trying to get something done..wht would u do.... ?? help out or just walk away !!! ?

please save the comments if it`s goin to be retarded...

Untamed Wilds

I can see right with my eyes.. wht happens when some thing goes... uncontroled..untamed...by itself... Either it turns out to be something really nice...or like most of the time, its gets really fugly. I really wished that some people out there know what they are doin...because obviously they just wont listen and worst of all being hard headed... nvm la... let u all be wht u all wanna be la.. I managed to keep my self refrained today freom giving out lame or insulting comments regarding some very fragile topic...some tards just wont get it :)

AND when it all comes thumbling down.. I KNOW for a fact u wont come to me......ego KILLS


Will Smith - Getting jiggy with it

NONE for untamed wilds

That time of the day

You guys know.. that there`s allways "that time of the day" moment .. like player of the day and all
well i allways remember wht was my "that time of the day"
Its was emo--- i was in the middle of a training and suddenly an old lady just walked behind me and approached one of my co-workers and asked fer money... old lookinf lady not to old but she was.... white haired and all... she said sumthing to a malay co0worker.. maybe she assumed he was chinese...*mumbled in chinese and realizing he doesnt understand .. she just went on to the table outside and started her mumblinng again..and then the other chinese co-worker said.."she want money to buy rice"--- at that instant i wish i could spare her some... :(( but i cant.. im really sorry ... i cant... i just sat there and wonder wht she would eat today ....
Not that im getting all imo and all ... but just realized wht i missed while i was "there" :)


Micheal Jackson - Man in the Mirror
1 for coffee , 12 type in one day (tasting)

Training :)

I have some training goin on tomoro.. was told that there`s gonna be some testing involved :)
Im all alone again at home.. but no worries i have work to do so .. i believe i can ride the storm ahhah. Its just that sumtimes we feel that we are dear to some ppl .. and then u figure out your not...only when it`s toolate LOL thats just makes me laugh. Am single again.. because i chose to be.. wasn`t even togather ...come to think of it.
World cup is goin on ...guess ill participate wif the rest .. like the score and all...besides the world world is watvhing...


Im predicting.......Trinidad is the underdawg... kkekek (wonder if they are even in the world cup .. heard there`a match Sweeden Vs Trinidad.. really ??? )

1 for patience and determination ekekkeke (man that sounds lame)

Work started :)

Today was my first day at work .. well the weirdest feeling is that.. i dont feel all new to thing scene lol.. i can adapt and i can work my ass off ..hard labour u say... i can bet my B%ls ive done more than u P:) So please spare the " can u take it question"- and for thos who know-- ive told u guys -- so be warned to let me flame at u guys again.."dont use that phase against me "

But the blind part is im dead broke.. had no money even to eat for my break time.. things a sure to get worst if my moms goes back toher haus :(



1 for euthopia.. i know how it feels to be hungry.....very hungry

Ever wondered

I saw some koreans weeping when they reqlised that their team lost in the world cup(2002).. was just wondering how would malaysia look like if we made it to the world cup finals.. bet it would change the whole of us... but till the Mpeople stop singing.. there is no way "lain-lain" can do LOL ")

Pau kopi time has come :)

1 for my "1 for" `s

Batmans Cave

I came to realize that batman was just an ordinary man like any1 of us.. just that he got thing done all by him self.. :) Well me on the other hand am sometimes "wished that i had company" guy-

We are gonna have a BBQ tonight :) the menu`ss looking great and i cant wait to get em on the table..while the other cant wait to get em in their stomachs :) while i was at the market i saw a couple of small kids..prolly 8 and 9 years old.. they were shouting their lungs of helping their mum sell vegetables.. found that scene really cute.. reminds me about me and my brother back in the days while we were working kids :) i`ll try to get some photos of the BBQ.. this shub be awsome

1 for artmaker :)

And then i began to rant AGAIN

Yesterday was my sisters birthday , so before having a small birthday party.
me and my buddies went to 7th lane market to get some hawker food , and should i say every time we order now... we allways end up eating and avarage of 3 plates Per person :P

And then the fun begins , i was in Pizza Hut we ordered a meal and was waiting for our food then i noticed something very very weird ... :S On our order sheet there was a lot of sections ... but one paticular 1 caught my eye--- "RACE" and i was like whaaa.....t. Now why would they wanna have a section to fill up your race in and order sheet... well call it survay ..but im just puzzled..why the hell they wanna know ur race ????

Anyhows -- the pizza came and we eating and all and mum thought , we need more. So i went to a random waiter.. happens to be indian looking and has an indian sounding name... i swear to god she can speak tamil- so i went to her and spoke to her in tamil on what i wanted to have next ... she just replyed to me in english ...... a rather roten 1 :) what can i say some people arent just really happy witf their ethnic backrounds.. :( sad LOL and hows i spoke to her in english and got it over with .. our food came and i was on my way for some dota :)

Pwn a couple of games b4 finninsh it of with some awsome "economic" rice oppsite Pragin mall-- Great day-- and incase ur new to my blog... this is what happens in my life everyday... follow me for a week and im sure it`ll WILL BE A BLAST

1 for my sis-- HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

Well wht can i say

Ive seen so much things while i was away-- ranting elsewhere... Im chairman of a sosiety-- they call me KING kong -- and the other day i saw a couple fighting in a car.. the husband was strangling her .. she cried out help and said in tamil " Please help me he`s got my neck .. icant breath...then the guys say "rest a sure everything is under control--- and at that moment i knew theat these folks have sumthing personal goin on.. i steped away... and she closed her car door and drove away crying " like it`s a sign -- this is my trouble u cant do anything to change it" SAD day.....
Have a baboon under me.. thats wht the call my society members.. he`s slacking badly..... am really sure i can guide him to the correct way and will achieve wht i was unable to ... tho my lil bro hasnt seem to pay due to his studies.. he say "rest asure" :P LOL.. i hate to be the one to be of unbridled (care to much)
Never realized had so much thing to say.. am worried my blogs to long for ppl to stop and take notice... im never the kind of person to considered.. yet i know well that my actions has a great reaction to a lot of ppl... yet they just chose to do the oppsite..have realized that i need to improve on my timing...


STEADY AS THE RIVER FLOWS........follow me

listen to Swing Swing - AMR (all american rejects)

1 for my society YAY !!



Ps the Jpeg is a random search of my name -sasi

I want THIS

Well basically i want a digital camera.. thought of buying a good one fer a long time , but is just that im so cooked u with food till i suggested to my self to get a good quality camera phone(it`s because i finish my money eating) Oh ya and a Katana

I realized that im just like any other people out there.. only thing is i realized that i have this funky urge to just talk to bored ppl and make their life--sasi-nized :)

If like bored or something just gimme a holla and id see wht i can do for you :)

Am listening to this song right now.. it really sound wonderful and nice.. and yes it`s chinese song _[listen]


1 for my dead dog.... :( all dogs go to heaven

We can move a MOUNTAIN !!!

My god there`s so much to learn... you see i have some books that i read on .. but it`s ike taking me ages to finnsih em --- am not sure if i have A.D.D or not but im coming to realize that i could have put my brains to better use sometimes, not that its to late or anything but just felf like saying that---



1 for my cancered aunty :(

Well whatdayanoe

ive realised that the more i do thing --or get things done by myself i learn more.. :P
I went walking alone today.... felt shitty but eventually reallised a few thigs..got sum things straighten up and became more focused--- and at the same time enjoyed and thought of Valerie Butters paintings just as i was posting this

By the way this is how i look like :)

OOh man i got derailed !!

Turns out to be i`ve decided that sales isnt the way of the future...well for me it isn`t !!! Ive realized there for to discover about me and ever during this 1 month of me being un employed. i realized that im a man with BIG ambitions :) it`s still here..right up in my head.. am trippin now
Wont be long till i get up on my feet and leap to the track and finish what i intially planned...you`ll see imm gonna make it BIG



1 for the blood that allways flows witthin me :)

To my Beloved Rexy :(

As i was at home on the computer , i heard a few malay kids calling out me.. outside my house.

I went out to see what was wrong....


" Abang ..anjing abang mati kena langgar van !!! "
" (Your dog got hit by a van ..it`s dead ) "

i was motionless.. and i said to my self " No...."

because i know they reconize my dog....

i got on my bike without and slippers and went to the scene.... there was rexy lying motionless below a tree dead ..

i never knew the day was today...

i carried her home and called my brother and told him about it ...he was sad..very sad

he called my mom and dad and told every1 what happned ...

but it`s was my sister who couldn`t take it... i could hear her crying through the phone.. and
so was my mom

i carried rexy to the beach where i allways take her for a walk..and kissed her forehead before burying her at the beach...

my whole family mourned her death...she was a great dog .



1 for my ever loving pet dog rexy........ we`ll miss you

these are the 2 pictures i liked... ironically these pictures of roses kept popping up so i decided to put 1 in as well

Where the hell is the RAIN !!!!

it`s been so long since it rained, where the hell is it ???

I missed those days when it`s rained..i used to be that boy who sings- Rain rain go away , Please come another day cuz sasi wants to play .. :)


I really hated the rain before.. but not anymore... Sorry God of Rain... no offence- High 5 !!!

ehhehe



1 for the things we used to hate :)

Im gonna MAKE it BIIIIG

I just felt like saying it that i gonna make it big , not on another life but this 1 ... as SASI
and all my friends and people around me is gonna aplause ... and ill take a BOW




1 for Bob Marley :P

Im so busy

SUmtimes when you chasing time , its seems to be runnning faster away from you...
It`s been 10 days sincew i last posted..and i`ve been really busy with work n relationship and WoW.
and i have a quote for the week

"For every action , a thought is the Ancestor"

Think about it guys :)


1 for time.....(i need sum)

I`d try to explain ..hhmmm

We all know that an old man is a wise man , they can adbise you and give you words of wisdom , and the`ve done a lot of things bad in life -- so the advise you on what not to do ...i was taught a lot of things reacently.... then while i was at work i came up with this phrase

"it is the bad guys who turn good that are good in advising"

well ive seen that today ...man i really thought that i fucked it big time but..but ..there are people out there who have screwes things up even worst....

I have a bad guy whose my mentor now :)

he dint shave today LOL

listen to cover sung by( good shit )

Gavin Degraw - Against all odds

<---The most expensive magic card ever printed

1 for WOW .... mmuuhahhahaha

Why are people so ADdICTED to online games

Well this is why .....
it`s so great that u get to meet loads of people and so much to do...no wonder we end up with anti-sosial teenager nowaday LOL...

NOT all of u la....


and art maker ...u dont know wht ur missin

WHat ??? I cant believe my eyes

I work at Fitness club as a membership consultant , the job is pretty easy ..depends on how you look at it :)
Now basically u call people and invite em to the club , after a full tour of the club , you sit them down and explain all the club term and the pakages available..this is when it gets tricky- you need to get em signed in order to make a sale...now normally i`d make 1 sale in every other day BUT = yesterday i had 9 SALES !!!! which was awsome YEEEEAAAHHH !!!! which is 45% of my target for the month.

Nevermind that , i had a chat with my friend and he came to realize how attached i am with my brother... aaahhh the good old day (and they still are)

I remember those days when i`d wait outside my house waiting for my brother to return from school= cuz i know that he`d have bought sumthing for me , maybe like a chickdee or sum chocolate or sumthing... and he never comes empty handed almost everyday.

He`s made me the man i`m right now and guided me through all the way right up to now..
"Anneh" im still you lil bro , thank you sooo much for everything and being patient all this time with me you the best brother anyone in this workd can get :)

It makes me wanna be the same *sob* sob*


1 for my brother KARU who cares for me unconditionally

Plateau of everything

It feels great to know that im stuck in a plateau of happiness and happiness....gosh i had to say that twice :P
WELL forgive me if iam exaggerat ing aahha but i, just happy and i felt like telling it toi da world and you reading this :)

WEll if your feeling kinda like japanese ..well im all in fer it , we`r goin on a japanese food week join me will ya

with some beer

some sake

maki

shashimi

come gimme a call today 0164287292

man it`s endless

im gonna indulge till i find sumthin else :)

1 for japan for being so bizzare

I got me self a "ok i`ll cut u some Slack" :)

Knowing that ive worked mah asre a few days back even without having to be able to attend Walk-in has greatly affected my morale in sales

However making a situation an issue is creating a problem

"It`s Problem only is you see it as one "

Louise Joubert - 2006

Thanx a lot ....i really need this :)

1 for the CHEIF , your da man !!!!!

Happy Velentin0

I had a great valentine , went out on a date..gosh it`s been like 3 years since i last went out on a date
FElt Great !!!
Had hooked the thing`s that got unhooked and mend a few broken thoughts :)

ALL in ALL it was a great DAY..omg i better sleep b4 i miss the next great day :)

1 for my date

You know..? That im actually feeling Great :)

Haha.. it`s been ages since i started a statement this way "haha"
Im feeling that being alone for sometime is like batman- it actually helped me , u know when he gets trashed by the bad guys and he goes back in the batcave n P"repair"E him self :) .. thats wht`s happening to me and yeah !! it feels awsome

Anyhows ..the is bad news..wait wait hold ur horse..im feeling "ok" fer now ...

WHt i can say is that i must learn the word "goodbye" really soon You see this picture here
The guy whos shouting is MMALRPPKKKKK in short Morgan and the other guy is ..arrmmm me
Cuz im having this great buddy part to AUS this 11th .. he`s goin and wont be back for a long time...true..we can email n MSN ..but both you and me can agree on 1 thing.. Nothing beats having a friend beside you where u can put ur hands around his shoulders and just continue from wherever you`ve stoped talking the last time.. :)

For those who know me great well done..for those who think im uncoool and dumb..... I`d say"

"Well thats..... - THAT la "

Morgan the MAUS - 2005

1 for morgan ... a great buddy any1 can have :)
Like u said mogg..it`s been a great run...it`s been a great run..........


It`s hard to say goodbye....

At ease Sasi At ease...

Have you felt the feeling when sum1 raise you UP when you`ve hit rock bottom and get the same person who made you feel all u were..PUSH DOWN again....NO YOU WONT.. i know how it does.............



Everyting has been great..

I just need moral support =p knowing that i wont get any....ive realized to play it save

How?? u ask.. by learning to please myself and realize wht has been happening to me all this while :) cant be bothered being ignored !!!

Time to move on , forget some ppl and know some others and in overall acheive the best in my life happiness...i know i tend to ramble..i mean i am rambling now , hope it changes :)

1 for aran..... the no 1

Do i need a computer to tell me this

You are rainy

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing

What Type of Weather Are You?

GOd im allready battred to the bone

1 for steve gilbert

If u smell wht im cooking

Ive learned that having great friends are wonderful , but at the end of the day i come to realize that they aren`t that great ........ at all. But i once said to my self , friends are my battries....
i wish they arent !!!! /sad Because as im writting this im not even 1 bit happy , i believe that ive hit rock bottom and suceeded in wearing my mask :( :( :(

I was at a friends place today .. tho every1 was happy - i was not - i know i know why bother come !!! Like i saw in a soap drama - i came to realize that the extacy that u get from friends DONT last at all it`s just like drugs :( :( :( sooner or later ur gonna suffer (im gonna try my level best NOT to depend on "drugs" from now onwards)

So as day goes by, sum1 is counting down on my behave , for me to press my button again............

and start all over agian

thanx for being honest tho ur mean .. hey wht u aspect..lifes like that !


1 for the person who has no1 :( :(

Happy Chinese New Year Guys

Ive met a lot of beautiful girls, but the sad things is....they are just beautiful outside , They are F**king UGLY inside... this msg goes to all those chicks that made be and are mean to normal looking guys like us ..U know who u are..SHAME ON YOU...btw i dont think u girls can ever change...

On the brighter note

Hey i`d like to wish all my friends a Prosperous CNY !!!!!!!

Day goes like normal for me , call me ya..
Met some great friends here back in WoW , a russian !!! Goofy fella i say :)
Apart frm that, my Life is paticularly great today :) Maybe it's CNY idk la

Take care ppls


peace

1 for Ganaz..yeah

PAY ATTENTION !! !! !! !!

ive come to realize that the topic today has a reallt mind blowing life changing effect ..

Ive heard it all my life , and ive begun to realize that those who love you ,would allways love you no who or what you are. Ive came to realize that my haus is a mess without my Mother by my side :) and ive allready adapt myself to the changes that are taking place.Looks like at that attention was worth while..i know that id be alone 1 day and i know that no 1 would give a damn about you 1 day :/

Realized need to slow my speech so that people would actually hear me clearly , and believe me it` feels wonderful to have people notice that you`re someone :) well they can actually hear on wht u have to say dont they ??

1 for WoW
Cheers

Time can HEal ANYthing..

Well everyone agrees that is true...but are you a believer in it!? , of course it`s a FACT !! but , to believe it you musta been hurt in the first place and healed over time
(hot =- Heal Over Time)....

It`s been a loong time since i went through this phase...now it`s happening again... THANK GOD
because someone told me that today..if it wasn`t for him i`d still be puzzled ,right now im in a piffany


1 for you edison..tho u wont we working long wif me :(

Makan and a bit

I had a power lunch with a friend today , we had sum insides on how to get the things to go ur way. It was inspring , but fer now i guess i`ll be locked in the bat cage till the cacoon pops and i become whole again :)

i tend to ramble ..so often now :(


1 for ...................

(frown)

As i walked in my house today ..as usual i know no want is here to greet me.. :(
But anyhows a cup of cofee made my day.... made by my mom just before she left back home(Batu Kawan)

It made me so wanted in their lives which made me all happy.. overjoyed i`d say..
and im listening to " Fallout BOy - Sugar we`r goin down "

How on earth i came to realize this kinda songs actually affect my life!!

While i was at work today , i felt really lonely ..tho i had my "clickS"
beside , i realized that im in an entire world so clos... so near yet so far away. After(Untill*) all those effort to get connected fails , i shall press my reset button and start all new again..EXCRUSIATING




*im still trying everyday to better my self ( NOT 4 others anymore ) not anymore , not gonna happen in a long time



1 for a smashed warrior , u da man !

Dont Cha wish your ......

LOL.. love that song but..however it`s not what im trying to deliver here

I came across a blog today of puneet.. he seemed to talk about his sturggle in life and things that he has done fer a better well being, from the blog it self i knew from the very begining that he had an unbreakable bond with his family... just like mine....... -_-

"the ones very close to me… just stood by me and gave me the courage to bounce back"
-Puneet of India
January 12 2006

And thats what i wish i could get, but however the more i write about the negative things in my life the more sad i get ( Duh abviously) .... i dont know wht else to say

i just feel like performing FULL blast crowd of EMPTYNESS

"thank you , thank you , your far to kind"
- Linkin Park feat Jay-Z Numb/encore

no more encore for my happy life.. :(


1 for no1 as i cant think of any1 for this moment..oh yes i for. abris.. my bitch

Law of attraction !!!

As i was working today on a roadshow at work , we came to a halt when we realized that no 1 knew how to fix this weird looking table, to be honest i how exactly how to fix it. , BUT i choose to stay back and see how smart are the people are around me...

it seem to take em like 2o mins to figure out on how to fix the " god damn table" well thats wht they called :P

Then it struck me how many times have ppl done it to me..... like = they know the right thing to do BUT they still seem to keep quite and see u strugle :P whtever they ment i know it`s for my own account :) thanx guys :)

Linkin Park - Somewhere i belong


1 for my lil bro :)

Bored

I never knew that my life would be this boring..regardless of WoW im still bored to death. My parents are away in their new house which leaves me alone wif a an invisible brother whom i dislike :P
And to top it all of my house is allways in a mess.

BUT now.... things have changed however :)

To eradicate this lonelyness .. i`ve begun to make more house chores like do laundry and try to make new friends online :)
so far it not bad..hey look at the bright side "it`s not bad" rather that BAD...

Listen to Dance , dance dance - Fallout Boy



1 for my me cuz i did my laundry ehhee :) ( not that i dont)

To be wht u were

To realize that ppl do not realize that u exist is just shitty. And to know that u`ve come all the way........... sad i also means liau lian in hokkien , woncer why they have such a word. and also to know that there are so many types of diffent expression of sadness in "tamil" is even depressing ,
Now i`ll just say is that im defenately gonna suprise a lot of people :) for i am forced to wear my mask again :(


1 for me for i am the only 1 who pleases me '-'

Fixing myself

I WANNA STAND UP !! I WANNA LET GO !! YOU KNOW !!? !!? YOU KNOW !!? NO YOU DONT !!!!!!

For the years that i have done good to my self and for the years that i have done great for myself....i`m allways wondering what i can do to make my life better and wonderful , seems like now i understand why my folks seem so reserve... they just want the best of their lives... and sometime to wonder how we all can acheive that pains me a lot because no 1 really gives a damn of how you think most of the time, so i was adviced

"Please yourself man that`s that matters :) " (seems pointless to follow)

To be the loveable person i was then seems dificult


No 1 even reads this blog..

"Whenever things go wrong , it`s allways your fault"

1996 - Urak Orb

its allways made me feel better.. to know that it`s me

sem like where i can hide my fcuked up feelings , and let me be the 2006 ver. of myself something new... maybe more humble and quite ,smile a lot

Reason - Hoobastank

The Cranberries -Ode to my family -i luv you all

1 for a singer that ive turn deaf to.. :(

Sometimes...

You know u just start a blog by just saying sometimes
SOmetimes ppl around you are just here for their own welfare..

a friend of mine said that " dude get a hold of your self -DOnt bother pleasing others- i said.. sorry man no can DO.... but however i wish i could, unfortunately it has been preprogrammed since i was a kid my parents have done everything possible to make me happy .. so like any other kid would do in this circumstance is just go around to make other happy..this is goin no where....
i guess ill just keep this 1 fer my self , besides my bro-karu- reads this :P i dun want him to feel down that im sad


1 for my anne :)


ps. pokok pls ... for the love of god leave me alone no more "testing" of my feeling