Easy things were once very hard to achieve

DO you know that , the thing that we do that is hard will become easy once we get a hang of it ? i mean in the beginning we put effort to make ends meet and if we keep doing the same thing it becomes mundane. I am trying something out which is not easy :)

and am looking to feel it to be "easy" fast. But then again if it gets easy really fast then it is simply an easy task in my humble opinion, something which is hard to be executed is what i am trying to achieve here. DOnt you wish that working out 4 times a day was easy for you ?? Yeah its easy to do it for a week but can you do it forever ?? it takes perseverance .......




1 for making life easy......

How come I am like still searching ...

You know that personal high that every1 looks for...??? Ever wondered how you guys spent countless hours and time chasing it ? i mean look at it this way - WHAT are you going to do when you`ve finally acheived it ???









*Hint*



i Think you`ve begin to chase another - we humans are never satisfied with what we have are we . :)
BUT dogsss.... and cats.. i mean i have to give it to you la god.. you`ve given them that pleasure one and only "high"... i feel like a mouse at times..always runing away from high chasers...(My nandes are slipping outa my closet)

Im still chasing that la. Just a bit more time and i think i will get it

and a bit more
and a bit more abi.........





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Great people come within :)

You can tag yourself as mean - but you might be a kind person. ANd you might label your self as kind - but are you really-

I know how i feel most of the time - its just that you cant expect to see through that mask !!!
Ka- Damn...
So far im seeing "nice" people - mind me i am not looking for the opposite - just paranoid :P

So what are you today ? i felt like a salesman LOL -- all over again ahahaha

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Favourite Songs

I was wondering if you guys could share your Favourite songs in your comment, havent been listening to the radio much often also, so a new hit will also do some good :)


My all time favorite is Push By Matchbox Twenty

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Can you just watch ?

Someways when notice a group of happy people talking laughing and just chilling - don't you wish your one of them ???? Am damn sure you are, but when you see a sad person sitting alone because of their problems - we just tend t see them from a distance- i mean a beggar for instance- you wont wanna share his griefs and pain - you just wanna "maybe" help him . But what i have been seeing lately is kinda making me feel really uncomfortable :( i can just watch and hope for the better because as far as i know i can only watch --










The moment you thought i was wrong thinking like that - all i can say is act what you think and give that soul a helping hand , i do it everyday ... makes me feel a million ringgits..
Coming to KL has taught me a lot - but moving places doesn't change us - its US. When we decide to change we prevail.

P.s I don't simply just watch :)

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Test of Faith !

Do u have faith in GOD ? do u have Faith in yourself ? Do you have faith in me ?

I tend to come to this point in my life- i call it the mirroring affection -its like this

When you tend to trust in others ?? Have you ever realized that you are subconsciously seeking faith in yourself from that person that you trust !! ?

The same goes to Loving and Hate , and friendship and everything else in between.....

I`ve noticed something here in myself today, no matter how hard i try not - to NOT , the deeper i plunge in-
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You cant have thing goes your way... unless your ordering Char Koay Teow la, heh.. the chef can even get your order wrong at times......you know



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Keeping an Eye

Sometimes when u see that quite guy in the office, you just ignore him and carry on doing you daily stuff but you never know what is that person thinks- amiright !!! there the people that he despises because no matter how hard he tries to get along he/she just behaves like a tramp/camp. He talks to them when necessary but just tries to avoid em most of the time :P There are also the people he has a certain opinion about but just looks at him/her from a distance and keeps up piling up his own opinions- but never has an idea of what the person might be on "live" still beta !!!!. And then there are the role model / idols that you wish you could be friends with- or even a click that you wish you were in. and always the crush of hawt hawt office chicks that hang around you building - I mean "its like a shopping complex . And also the people that you worry for - the folks that you love for and the friends that your friends for :) so the next time you see a quite person out there - do take sum time and say a word or two - HEy they might end up being a great friend or even a lover :)

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This is what I call "chew cheng" this is and "instant messaging" service at my office internal look wht i have typed

12:27PM sasi****n.a******m: and please comment - leave name behind ur punk
12:27PM sasi****n.a******m: dammit
12:27PM sasi****n.a******m: leave your name being punk !! *
12:27PM sasi****n.a******m: ahh much better grammar
12:27PM sasi****n.a******m:omh Behind*
12:28PM sasi****n.a******m: mog*
12:28PM sasi****n.a******m: omg**

And none for typo

Traffic is terrible / i kena TAG

recently I went down to Penang only to be stuck in a 10 journey which will only take me 6hours usual- I had some things covered up at home was getting ready to go back KL. and was again greeted by the horrible jam which also took 10 hours. You see the this is this scenario is unavoidable !!!! because the school holidays have started BUT the main reason the roads were jammed up because it is not been fully restored yet - nearly 10km of ulu bernma to KL is narrow - from a normal 2 lane it has changed to a 1.8 lane so u can only see cars moving slowly in both direction due to delayed work- wonder when are they going to fix it. I am guessing that the coming week will be the same too .

Nvm that -But its just that you have a few ounce of hours in Penang and you want to make the best of it. Well I did and it was great being home again. I had a special Char Koay Teow which was Rm 8 whereby it's served with succulent prawns- 5 of em .

ON the other note MY is coming up out Malaysian dream of getting a well and an organised guild is way on its way - not all we need to get id TM nut to allow proper packet shaping and not screw up or ping or so I suspect. I think we are way on to victory its we are just moments away from raiding Kara

lets make this happen guys
mainly the EEGs
MALAYsia Boleh
MY boleh
TM nut takbleh

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AND the 15 things i wanna do before i DIE in no Particular order

1.VIsit Japan !!!!

2. Have my own Restaurant

3. GEt a Tattoo

4. Post with a TOP model - i mean like a Studio Photo LOL and she`s gotta be like hawt "wht u posed with HER !!!!! "

5.Meet DR. Mahathir and aiswarya rai, jessica alba, jessica simpsom, misa campo, beyonce, shakira ,mischa barton, careedee ..........

6. go for a MATCHBOX TWENTY or LINKIN PARK CONCERT !!!!!!!!!!!!!

7.GEt on a PLane - i mean ive never sat on a plane b4 :P

8.GO to an island where the water is CRYSTAL clear - i mean anywhere !!!

9. GO on a BACK pack allover malaysia - to start with !!! then the world !

10. Sky diving or even freefall like base jumping !!!

11.play a small role in a movie

12. a threesome with a lesbian twin LOL

13. i wanna be a padwan and then a jedi master in real life la - like be a role model !

14. make a famous Youtube clip !

15. Buy a house and settle in PENANG - my hometown my life....

thank you so much for that tag Elaine - i kinda took longer than i expected

EDITED

and i tag

MOGG

LIM BANG WAH

BRYAN OOI

MING

Blow up "counters"

Being me - i am quite a reserve person - but i have counters in life

Like for instance when you are starting to feel hungry - u get a counter in you, then when you get a bit more hungry you get another counter !!! You see these counters builds up and eventually -you gotta eat or end up getting gastric pains which in my term blow up (reached exceeding limits)

ME ?? i have patience counter , and I have my ways and means of getting rid of the patience counters before i get angry - but recently i channeled my dissatisfaction to a certain party due to my overwhelming counters on patience - and i flushed it out like a young gun :(

I felt crappy later - but i managed to recover the situation in time -

As of any way like how Jessica Simpson made a public apology over her hawt/ disgusting (too some ppl) act on the Video clip of "These boots are made for walking" I would like say the same

" - sorry MR. BFPB it was my fault - "


You see sometimes its good to swallow egos - it gives you a "humble" counter :)
So guys next time - think before you act - because you don't wanna end up with too many "I dont like you" counters :P its very difficult to flush dem out :P


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Today i have a Question ??

We all like a lot of things in life and we tend to express them in ways only we can understand. Like for instance i used to keep my highest button on my shirt unbuttoned back when i was with my ex girlfriend- and she would always button it up for me - you know the joy i get in that !!!! ??? Its simply nice. or when i bully my sister to make her a cup of Milo - i mean she literally waits for my order, just to please me :)








what have you done to please your loved ones today ??

Me??? I am doing it everyday..its just like a Mastercard advert

Lavender laced dress Rm45 , Digi Reload Rm 10
Seeing the smile in your loved ones face... priceless......

Movinf others without moving a muscle

You know in my life I have met a lot of people, some aimless, some ambitious and SOME….just plain cool. But with all this people around you - ever wonder which one is YOU ! ? I always wanted to guide others but at the end of the day people can look through you - and it depends if your ugly or not !!! We humans have a normal sense - like spider sense, we can simply have a slight idea if this person is well capable of doing what he thinks he can !!

You think she can be you dream girl !!

So my spider sense tingles when ever I see someone that I "feel" requires help ! I mean in anyway - whether its moral, family or even love. And then there are sometimes you come across a greater being that is "like" GOD . I mean he/she can just move you without moving a muscle-

I was moved

When was the last time "GOD" said "Hi" to you ??? If you do - say hi for me to him too :)

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Up your Ante !!

Some day you will be the Prime Minister of Malaysia , Rock Star or even the Best Blogger in the World but before all that can take place we need to see where we stand ! We need to build our self right - we need to add value in ourselves we need to SPICY it UP !


BUt how you ask ??? Be like Batman....

Remember in Batman Returns - the Hero kena tar pau by the Bad guy- then he goes back to the "bat cave" and improvises himself! We can do that by focusing on what we want in our lives and work towards it - trust me i've heard a lot of people saying - if you really look hard enough you`r bound to bump in to it :) I always see my self as some example but its just that i wasn't good enough. I have changed through out the years - yes i agree i still make some silly /HUGE mistakes once a while but - i would like to state that we learn by taking the wrong turns, we learn by Fucking It up Big time - are we all children of God ??




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I wanna be a Faarmer!

Well imagine if i was papaya farmer LOL .

My secret name will be Farmer Joe :)
My shops name will be called Winter Papas Papayas :)
My Papayas will be rated by size and textures and sum times for Bodily hair

Some papayas are Ripe :) while others are half ripe

But at the end of the day its depends whether you gonna be a papaya farmer or a rambutan harvester ???

I m gonna go with Hairy Papayas :)

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I have to share la this

This is an unpaid post..unless i get dem (what ever on the post) now !

I was as usual looking around the web for some nice blogs to read then suddenly .....i came across this .. i am not kidding you `ll one of the BEST NEST BETS ETBS TEBS TBET SBTE BETB ETBS GEBS TBST BSBS TEBST EBST BSTB ESTG EBSG BESt

FLOG (food blog) i have ever come across - and what makes me even proud is this person here is a MALAYSIAN - yeah baby :)

This blog has all the mouth watering cookies to muffins to curries to laksa to "FRIED BELACHAN CHICKEN " too - soo many la - so guys out there please please check this blog out it`s totally awesome - the amount of time and passion poured in to this blog is unimaginable- check it out today -


FOOD FUSIOn


1 for the expedeted writer :) you deserve it :)

We are what we are - we can choose to be...

when we were kids (young) we choose to be what we want - like for instance we wanna be kind to animals la (LOL) for instance la. but when we grow up we tend to hate a few animals -like monkeys , cats and so on. BUT why - when we have already choose to love animals we succumb to our feeling or in this sense our character?? we can not choose to be good - it comes within and you can not choose to be bad - this comes naturally.

Sometimes i just wish i can feel nothing for someone or just hate another BUT it doesn't work its just how we are all made of ><

i am a funny guy by nature - and ooh that feels so good ...

1 for who we are

All the " I love you- you din't Love me back" guys out there

Since KL in my life - i have learned that things will always be the opposite of what ever we think of. I have been hearing a lot of i dint get a chance / i wasn't given a chance.
Its like this......

take for instance Jane, Jerry and Jill-

Jill is madly in love wit Jerry
but Jerry is madly in love with Jane
and Jane is MADLY in love with Jill's HOt ---- (Yummy - fyi Jill doesn't know it )

So one day Jerry couldn't hold his feeling for Jane anymore and decided to let her know about it - and what you think she's gonna say ?

" Look here Jerry you a "great friend" but hoaid aoidhadad adhadh qodhaid sfwlui dfgdg (the rest of em is just Jerry looking at her silent lips)

Then when Jill confessed her love to Jerry - he just rejected her because his heart is with another HAWT girl. Why? because he finds her not compatible with HIM and there is nothing in this world she can do to change his feelings towards her- its like eating a cheese cake with sambai toppings(its not like you cant eat it ..its just.........)-end of story-

For all those broken hearts out there, hang in there guys - its not like the end of the world- pick your self up and keep moving on. My love was rejected too.. :(



NOW moving on to Jane, when she confessed her love to Jill - Jill excepted her love just to break Jerry's heart. And that was IT LA - Jane and Jill lived happily ever after.
aawwww.....

1 for all the broken hearts.

So we had a "little" drink

It was Thursdays evening, so i suggested to go for some lite tanni session (boost session) ...
So we got off work and went to this coffee shop and decided to buy 2 bottles each- there were 3 of us :) i would say that is pretty mild..

BUT..... ahahah

You know theres always a BUT .. instead of drinking 6 bottles we ended up drinking X number of bottles :S

Its was almost midnight- so my colleague decided to drop me of to my car which i had parked opposite my office . He was "elsewhere" - he decided to put on some music before we drive--

Teriyaki Boys - Tokyo Drift---- REALLY LOUD

and started drving on the opposite side of the road !!!! - there was amost no cars on the road at that time till a white waja with a weird looking box on top of it came the opposite direction !

then that weird looking thing started to light up and guess what !- its was blue in colour !
What else to do then to swerve the car off and speed off la. LOL - then its was a series of Police and Theif - like Need for Speed while i was screaming like a pussy -
"STOP THE CAR !!!.
STOP THE CAR !!!
We made quick turns and fast maneuvers but still just as we parked our park by a park and switch off the engines- the police car stopped right beside US !

My colleague was like - WTF !!! where did they came from.(he was drunk- so how can he think or even move fast)

Colleague : Sorry boss - salah jalan ?
Police : Ada minum kah ?
Colleague: tadak tadak !!

Guess what the police said ???

OOh macam itu kan - OK :) jalan slow sikit

My colleague reached out his hand and shook hands with the police while saying "Sorry aah sorry ahh "


To my suprise the police just let us off. I thanked my lucky balls that night for not getting caught for driving under the influence of abusive substance ekekekekekeke


1 for blue strobe lights!!1 the kept coming in my dream LOL

Ehh i didn't know that

Ever been in a scenario where you know what is wrong with the whole picture but you just have to/ choose to keep quite because the "one" who is trying to figure out the solution is your superior / or someone your not quite fond of ?

Don't quite get it ? heres a case study;

Scene 1:

You company phone has speed dials, one of your colleagues still goes around frantically asking every1 he knows for a certain person number not knowing that you can speed dial, he even goes to the length to call others and ask them to sms the particular contact :P lol

Scene 2:
You can simply pick-up my office phone and dial a certain extension and get connected directly to the other office phones.. most of you already know that, but did u know IF

1. you were to pick up ,
2. press the disconnecter ,
   
3. release the disconnecter
4. and then hang-up

Did you know that you have just paged yourself?? So as soon as you hang up the phone will ring immediately !! LoL- mine however takes around 3 secs before it rings.

There is this one such guy at my office, he make calls and always cuts of the calls by simply pressing the disconnecter and only then hanging up.

Usually he will walk away and then run back to the phone to stop the phones ringing. This was going on for like a FEW MONTHs back when i started to work there maybe longer LORL

Did you know - that i found out about the whole thing just by looking at this poor chap everyday.But i am just too tired of sharing my knowledge with others-- besides.... like my friend always says " Always keep a few cards in hand" Cheer fellas :)

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Crank that MOJO babay ! ! !

I have realized that a part of me has been shutdown – Its like you have the radio which is me but you cant seem to tune to this one particular station; the reason its was shutdown :P

But not anymore…… ahahaha

Onwards to the topic of the day.

I speak tamil you reply back in TAMIL la JOE..!!!J

You see I read a book once that thought me about body language behavior, this book also explains on how to build that “invisible” rapport your always lack in. For instance when someone of your age/post/same level of respect starts a conversation ,you react towards their every body language without thinking - which in another word is subconsciounal. So I have this person who just newly joined my company, now may I say he has a good command of English BUT he just doest seem to read between the lines :P !!! Why? You ask me. Every time we start talking he will answer me back in English when I initially Tamil-ed my way through – then when I speak to him in ENGLISH he would reply me back in Tamil. So I said to myself maybe he’s trying to sync to me?? the following days I always waited for him to start a conversation – so that I could flow along- but nooooo this guy is an official rojak dude ! its just very hard to continue a straight conversation with this guys without ending it blank- ie. Nowhere!

Despite the generation gap myth – whereby it is said that *old port doesn’t mix with fresh orange*(my way of saying old don’t go well with young) I still tried to mingle along with him – too bad – he don’t fit no jigsaw :( . Dont get me wrong - i prefer to mix with older more mature thinking people.

1 for synchronization :)

I know - and im trying

Every time someone thinks or even talk/say about me- its always negative- i represent negativity. I so don't want to be that - but the harder i try not to be that way - the deeper i plunge in to the pool or negativity :(
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If someone is reading i suppose you can sense the "sad" / lame part of me- No matter how nice and happy i try to portray myself.... i end up having a bitter end to most of my blog entries, and real life in this case. I was always happy with temporary ecstasy which i had from -friends, family- lovers.

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i once heard of an artist who had paintings that looks and felt depressing no matter how hard he tried to make them look happy

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eerf had in fact lived to its purpose -
there is no true word for the opposite of free-

that's how i ended up with eerf-- what an irony

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this is it the end of my blog :)

thanx for reading

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