Blow up "counters"

Being me - i am quite a reserve person - but i have counters in life

Like for instance when you are starting to feel hungry - u get a counter in you, then when you get a bit more hungry you get another counter !!! You see these counters builds up and eventually -you gotta eat or end up getting gastric pains which in my term blow up (reached exceeding limits)

ME ?? i have patience counter , and I have my ways and means of getting rid of the patience counters before i get angry - but recently i channeled my dissatisfaction to a certain party due to my overwhelming counters on patience - and i flushed it out like a young gun :(

I felt crappy later - but i managed to recover the situation in time -

As of any way like how Jessica Simpson made a public apology over her hawt/ disgusting (too some ppl) act on the Video clip of "These boots are made for walking" I would like say the same

" - sorry MR. BFPB it was my fault - "


You see sometimes its good to swallow egos - it gives you a "humble" counter :)
So guys next time - think before you act - because you don't wanna end up with too many "I dont like you" counters :P its very difficult to flush dem out :P


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Today i have a Question ??

We all like a lot of things in life and we tend to express them in ways only we can understand. Like for instance i used to keep my highest button on my shirt unbuttoned back when i was with my ex girlfriend- and she would always button it up for me - you know the joy i get in that !!!! ??? Its simply nice. or when i bully my sister to make her a cup of Milo - i mean she literally waits for my order, just to please me :)








what have you done to please your loved ones today ??

Me??? I am doing it everyday..its just like a Mastercard advert

Lavender laced dress Rm45 , Digi Reload Rm 10
Seeing the smile in your loved ones face... priceless......

Movinf others without moving a muscle

You know in my life I have met a lot of people, some aimless, some ambitious and SOME….just plain cool. But with all this people around you - ever wonder which one is YOU ! ? I always wanted to guide others but at the end of the day people can look through you - and it depends if your ugly or not !!! We humans have a normal sense - like spider sense, we can simply have a slight idea if this person is well capable of doing what he thinks he can !!

You think she can be you dream girl !!

So my spider sense tingles when ever I see someone that I "feel" requires help ! I mean in anyway - whether its moral, family or even love. And then there are sometimes you come across a greater being that is "like" GOD . I mean he/she can just move you without moving a muscle-

I was moved

When was the last time "GOD" said "Hi" to you ??? If you do - say hi for me to him too :)

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Up your Ante !!

Some day you will be the Prime Minister of Malaysia , Rock Star or even the Best Blogger in the World but before all that can take place we need to see where we stand ! We need to build our self right - we need to add value in ourselves we need to SPICY it UP !


BUt how you ask ??? Be like Batman....

Remember in Batman Returns - the Hero kena tar pau by the Bad guy- then he goes back to the "bat cave" and improvises himself! We can do that by focusing on what we want in our lives and work towards it - trust me i've heard a lot of people saying - if you really look hard enough you`r bound to bump in to it :) I always see my self as some example but its just that i wasn't good enough. I have changed through out the years - yes i agree i still make some silly /HUGE mistakes once a while but - i would like to state that we learn by taking the wrong turns, we learn by Fucking It up Big time - are we all children of God ??




1 for you !!!!

I wanna be a Faarmer!

Well imagine if i was papaya farmer LOL .

My secret name will be Farmer Joe :)
My shops name will be called Winter Papas Papayas :)
My Papayas will be rated by size and textures and sum times for Bodily hair

Some papayas are Ripe :) while others are half ripe

But at the end of the day its depends whether you gonna be a papaya farmer or a rambutan harvester ???

I m gonna go with Hairy Papayas :)

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I have to share la this

This is an unpaid post..unless i get dem (what ever on the post) now !

I was as usual looking around the web for some nice blogs to read then suddenly .....i came across this .. i am not kidding you `ll one of the BEST NEST BETS ETBS TEBS TBET SBTE BETB ETBS GEBS TBST BSBS TEBST EBST BSTB ESTG EBSG BESt

FLOG (food blog) i have ever come across - and what makes me even proud is this person here is a MALAYSIAN - yeah baby :)

This blog has all the mouth watering cookies to muffins to curries to laksa to "FRIED BELACHAN CHICKEN " too - soo many la - so guys out there please please check this blog out it`s totally awesome - the amount of time and passion poured in to this blog is unimaginable- check it out today -


FOOD FUSIOn


1 for the expedeted writer :) you deserve it :)

We are what we are - we can choose to be...

when we were kids (young) we choose to be what we want - like for instance we wanna be kind to animals la (LOL) for instance la. but when we grow up we tend to hate a few animals -like monkeys , cats and so on. BUT why - when we have already choose to love animals we succumb to our feeling or in this sense our character?? we can not choose to be good - it comes within and you can not choose to be bad - this comes naturally.

Sometimes i just wish i can feel nothing for someone or just hate another BUT it doesn't work its just how we are all made of ><

i am a funny guy by nature - and ooh that feels so good ...

1 for who we are

All the " I love you- you din't Love me back" guys out there

Since KL in my life - i have learned that things will always be the opposite of what ever we think of. I have been hearing a lot of i dint get a chance / i wasn't given a chance.
Its like this......

take for instance Jane, Jerry and Jill-

Jill is madly in love wit Jerry
but Jerry is madly in love with Jane
and Jane is MADLY in love with Jill's HOt ---- (Yummy - fyi Jill doesn't know it )

So one day Jerry couldn't hold his feeling for Jane anymore and decided to let her know about it - and what you think she's gonna say ?

" Look here Jerry you a "great friend" but hoaid aoidhadad adhadh qodhaid sfwlui dfgdg (the rest of em is just Jerry looking at her silent lips)

Then when Jill confessed her love to Jerry - he just rejected her because his heart is with another HAWT girl. Why? because he finds her not compatible with HIM and there is nothing in this world she can do to change his feelings towards her- its like eating a cheese cake with sambai toppings(its not like you cant eat it ..its just.........)-end of story-

For all those broken hearts out there, hang in there guys - its not like the end of the world- pick your self up and keep moving on. My love was rejected too.. :(



NOW moving on to Jane, when she confessed her love to Jill - Jill excepted her love just to break Jerry's heart. And that was IT LA - Jane and Jill lived happily ever after.
aawwww.....

1 for all the broken hearts.

So we had a "little" drink

It was Thursdays evening, so i suggested to go for some lite tanni session (boost session) ...
So we got off work and went to this coffee shop and decided to buy 2 bottles each- there were 3 of us :) i would say that is pretty mild..

BUT..... ahahah

You know theres always a BUT .. instead of drinking 6 bottles we ended up drinking X number of bottles :S

Its was almost midnight- so my colleague decided to drop me of to my car which i had parked opposite my office . He was "elsewhere" - he decided to put on some music before we drive--

Teriyaki Boys - Tokyo Drift---- REALLY LOUD

and started drving on the opposite side of the road !!!! - there was amost no cars on the road at that time till a white waja with a weird looking box on top of it came the opposite direction !

then that weird looking thing started to light up and guess what !- its was blue in colour !
What else to do then to swerve the car off and speed off la. LOL - then its was a series of Police and Theif - like Need for Speed while i was screaming like a pussy -
"STOP THE CAR !!!.
STOP THE CAR !!!
We made quick turns and fast maneuvers but still just as we parked our park by a park and switch off the engines- the police car stopped right beside US !

My colleague was like - WTF !!! where did they came from.(he was drunk- so how can he think or even move fast)

Colleague : Sorry boss - salah jalan ?
Police : Ada minum kah ?
Colleague: tadak tadak !!

Guess what the police said ???

OOh macam itu kan - OK :) jalan slow sikit

My colleague reached out his hand and shook hands with the police while saying "Sorry aah sorry ahh "


To my suprise the police just let us off. I thanked my lucky balls that night for not getting caught for driving under the influence of abusive substance ekekekekekeke


1 for blue strobe lights!!1 the kept coming in my dream LOL

Ehh i didn't know that

Ever been in a scenario where you know what is wrong with the whole picture but you just have to/ choose to keep quite because the "one" who is trying to figure out the solution is your superior / or someone your not quite fond of ?

Don't quite get it ? heres a case study;

Scene 1:

You company phone has speed dials, one of your colleagues still goes around frantically asking every1 he knows for a certain person number not knowing that you can speed dial, he even goes to the length to call others and ask them to sms the particular contact :P lol

Scene 2:
You can simply pick-up my office phone and dial a certain extension and get connected directly to the other office phones.. most of you already know that, but did u know IF

1. you were to pick up ,
2. press the disconnecter ,
   
3. release the disconnecter
4. and then hang-up

Did you know that you have just paged yourself?? So as soon as you hang up the phone will ring immediately !! LoL- mine however takes around 3 secs before it rings.

There is this one such guy at my office, he make calls and always cuts of the calls by simply pressing the disconnecter and only then hanging up.

Usually he will walk away and then run back to the phone to stop the phones ringing. This was going on for like a FEW MONTHs back when i started to work there maybe longer LORL

Did you know - that i found out about the whole thing just by looking at this poor chap everyday.But i am just too tired of sharing my knowledge with others-- besides.... like my friend always says " Always keep a few cards in hand" Cheer fellas :)

1 for WoW as mine expires today :(

Crank that MOJO babay ! ! !

I have realized that a part of me has been shutdown – Its like you have the radio which is me but you cant seem to tune to this one particular station; the reason its was shutdown :P

But not anymore…… ahahaha

Onwards to the topic of the day.

I speak tamil you reply back in TAMIL la JOE..!!!J

You see I read a book once that thought me about body language behavior, this book also explains on how to build that “invisible” rapport your always lack in. For instance when someone of your age/post/same level of respect starts a conversation ,you react towards their every body language without thinking - which in another word is subconsciounal. So I have this person who just newly joined my company, now may I say he has a good command of English BUT he just doest seem to read between the lines :P !!! Why? You ask me. Every time we start talking he will answer me back in English when I initially Tamil-ed my way through – then when I speak to him in ENGLISH he would reply me back in Tamil. So I said to myself maybe he’s trying to sync to me?? the following days I always waited for him to start a conversation – so that I could flow along- but nooooo this guy is an official rojak dude ! its just very hard to continue a straight conversation with this guys without ending it blank- ie. Nowhere!

Despite the generation gap myth – whereby it is said that *old port doesn’t mix with fresh orange*(my way of saying old don’t go well with young) I still tried to mingle along with him – too bad – he don’t fit no jigsaw :( . Dont get me wrong - i prefer to mix with older more mature thinking people.

1 for synchronization :)

I know - and im trying

Every time someone thinks or even talk/say about me- its always negative- i represent negativity. I so don't want to be that - but the harder i try not to be that way - the deeper i plunge in to the pool or negativity :(
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If someone is reading i suppose you can sense the "sad" / lame part of me- No matter how nice and happy i try to portray myself.... i end up having a bitter end to most of my blog entries, and real life in this case. I was always happy with temporary ecstasy which i had from -friends, family- lovers.

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i once heard of an artist who had paintings that looks and felt depressing no matter how hard he tried to make them look happy

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eerf had in fact lived to its purpose -
there is no true word for the opposite of free-

that's how i ended up with eerf-- what an irony

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this is it the end of my blog :)

thanx for reading

none for eerf.blogspot.com

Where is everyone ??

Sometimes - i realize that i try too hard :(

Guess ill try harder..

guess ill just try else where..
idk idk ...


1 for February 14 :)

Alah No BBQ by the beach

My blogs been too long - am cutting em short for now :)

Thats it la - im planning once again to party this weekend-

a. meet by long lost boy friend John

b.meet up wif my bro for like truck load of family/friend/food fun - i call it the triple F ekeke

c.Meet uncle Lim wif PG friends...

i wonder which one will be confirmed- for all i know its 33% on all sides. Im like First Come First Serve :) Currently its A :)

"Sasi there is no Beaches in KL !! "

-Vicky '2007 -

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Better off Doin it Alone

Back in Penang , everything was plain simple. You wake up- you get some MOM`s special Milo. You get ready for work - WORK- come home - play - hang out- eat- have fun (note- the list is actually endless) But right now i live in Old Klang Road - Where i wake up like really early - Get myself to work - which is actually a tough thing- its like a 1 hour journey- WORK- 1 hour journey back and....drum rolls........... do NOTHING then just look at the ceiling. So i said " This should not prolong. So i opted to bring Ziggy to the Big Apple with me (My PC) .
Then things got a better had - i had some things to look forward to whenever i go back home to. Not to mention i have some very nice people who occasionally take me out for a dinner- I mean its the best i say - what else can you ask for then for a dinner at a different spot. I am truly thankful to my brother - if it wasn't for his friends i would be lost here.

So being better off alone you say sasi.........
Ive noticed that ever since i got here , i need to do everything all by myself. Those whose answering back to this phrase- hold your horses .
You see when you are here - you NEED to do everything ALL by yourself- and i can bet you that most of you out there don't know jack s#!+ of what i am going through.
OK- here it is.

• You wake up
• -bath-
  
• make or buy something to eat by yourself-
• iron your cloth -
  
• and get to work all by yourself-
• come back from work
  
• do the laundry -
  
• buy food -YOUR self- and sleep -
  

Oh not to mention clean up your place once in a while. You will not have anyone to remind you of anything which may be important- you will not have anyone to update you of anything- Its like your in JAPAN ffs.
Building what you once had....
Your 25 years old - so when you move else where you NEED to build back relationship from square 1 - thats like a 25 years long project. You wont have good friends- you would have normal friends -since your childhood friends are all back in your hometown. If you were to compare yourself on your progress back in you hometown - you would have done better- in which you wont even know what i am going through because in order for you to understand my situation - you have to endeavor it yourself.

i never meant to rant today... :( but there are just sometimes where you need to let people know. This was actually an ongoing thing in my life - i just didn't want to share it- thats all- besides most of them don't really care. They`ll be like - stop sulking and get over it or something like that.. ahahaha

So this is how i felt before the clock hit 2007 this year- i am over it right now. not
"over it" not in a sense of immune to it but more like - "Sasi ! this is you, and this is the path you have to go"

GG guys :)



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p.s GG is an acronym for good game. It can mean - "Ok we are hosed" right up to "good job guys" its a very popular gaming term :)

Iam Ga-nan-Z from New Zealand

I was back in Penang last week - l
my plan when i was in Kl was to catch a bus at noon and drop by 6pm at jeti and bribe my friend with a Whooper Burger from Burger King. So with quik liquid speed i dashed to the burger king bought the stuff and lapped to the bus station only to be greeted to "Sorry bang - dwebleh punye baaeh doh lepaieh dah" so i said topo- bagi aku satu punye-so i got in the bus and was on my meery way- then SUDDENLY bas stopped completely - stopped at Tapah and that was it - it stopped fer good- "aleh dik Btheri Kong deh"
so i deviced a plan to hitch hike a from another bus - which only happens to stop at sg.petani which is 2 hours away from penang- so i was told- i said OK- then i started calling people frantically to get my self from sg.petani- but to my luck -my dad happen to hire a van to get my mom n sis to penang- i saw the oppurtinity and took the chance - i told the bus driver to stop me at Bt.Kawan - and walked my way to home only to be delayed for another 2 hours before i was sent to Penang- DRop PG and that was it la - I WHISPERED TO MY SELF GG LA SASI -eehh tercaps lock pula.


man i had to say i patched up every THING - everything that includes you preevena. Im being viewed in a diffrent perspective right now. Being a so called "party leader" - we managed to over come some diffcult times in game.
But im just 65 right now - i know i could do better - so i hafta work deligently to lvl - have target to reach 70 by sunday and raid non stop on Mana tombs and also tempest keep - have some dark agendas right there( note if i have mention it here - it is not so dark anymore)
Had a modest BBQ at moggs- had some Tanni as well- we were all happy and thats what boost is capable of -nothing else and it shud remain that way.


This required to penang
3 seluak dalam
2 seluak pendek
1 jeans stail levi potong lurus
3 baju t-shirt
1 book
1 Jack Daniels 1ltr

things attained at penang
tipsy
full stomach
happy face
stronger bond wif my geng
and as always- felt like a royality
it`s priceless -


Thanx guys

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p.s there is also a link on my friends list on the top right

Hi my name is..

Hi . My name is Sasi. Im a WoW addict.

QQ war

QQ guys looks like my class is all abt QQ-ing atm-- please feel free to troll around this forum- atleast read the topic and you`ll know wht i mean.. :(


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none for us warriorsss.... ????

I like it when youj take the pain

Before you read this click play and listen to this song





We`ll carry on.. heard it from a song. Not that im in pain or vain but its just that- it was a song la. I come to realize i was really keen in music - since i was in high school. You see sometimes when i listen to a song i get really in to it.. yes u can call me a sound addict - dang sony got that tag - i like how it sounds.

Anyways.... Just im feeling like im going through a mid-life crisis- maybe a we get it at this age oor something. Ive spent all my childhood life working as most of you would not know. So ive had a lot of things that i dis not get to do. I used to sneak a peek at arcades when i was 18ish while i was on my way back home from my parents shop. So i developed a need to play games... arcade- computer games.. so when i got a freedom to play them which was around 19 i took a huge bite of the apple-- i would just play any game that i like- truth be heard- i felt that i was old for it- BUT i came to realize they were a lot of people like me around.

There are also other repercussions of this my so called mid-life crisis - i have a list in my head - im so tempted to do em. but the recoils / consequences - ahh i myself dont know how it`ll be :)


"IF your really good in something - people will look up to you- "

i wanna be good in a lot of things to come...


i for music that runs within me.....

Delighted la me ... :)

Im so happy to be able to write today - oh yes before you guys carry on reading - id like to advice that the blogger.com is being phished !

wht is phished- hmmm like a you think your in blogger.com -- but you realize that the website on top of the address bar is something else.. so you`ll think its your normal website and continue keying in your user name and password to no avail- and you feel that there`s something wrong with you computer or maybe you`ve type the password wrongly- and you`ll continue to retype your entire ID n password again - the info instead will be sent to the hacker and he`ll have your info now- NOT GOOD lol

Went out with my bro who just came back from Thailand for 2 days - wht a nice guy. We lepaked la - pizzaz , cakes and to tp that all off with *bucks coffee and durian later that night- simply nice la- just like in penang with the buddies :)

Look even my fonts are all crazy :( the are so huge even when i have em scaled down - (ive been reacently hot by virus trojans n adwares numerous times.

Nvm that la -- Im so exiceted todday because ive got my TBC (the burning crusade) cd key -= not the CD(hafta wait -on the way in mail) and i am now ready to go over the WoW experience again - making friends - new contents and meeting NINJAs ahahah. But all round im just very happy because i just in full motion in life - starting to see my root friends - ie long time buddies (you`ve known em for some years ) Mogg tree keith john just to name a few la.

Apart from that ive realized that im blogging more longer and often nowadays...have more nande to write ahaha.

"an investment of time and love does go a long way "

you know what fellas - ive got some of the best buddies......

wait up fer me in WoW -will ya fellas :)

1 for my lil sister - now tell me what will i do without you :)

oh ya -answers to previous blog

1. Ming

2. Pokok

3. My bro Karu

4. John Tan Enn Tau - my secret lover

5 . Mogg le

CHEERS ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !