All rights...

Am allready learning so many things in life here.. in KL
Most noteable family values.. now i know why some reader out there have days called.. ok cant talk watching moovie wif sis "

I remember all those times when i ran to help out a friend... only to know that it wasnt worth my while ..now dont get me wrong here.. i still (like friends) is just that family values run DEEP ! ! ! deeper than i thought

i wanted to say .. to "ALL" my friends like there is a truck load of em .. but come to think of it its very pathetic.. When i came about to know that im gonna miss all that is here in penang.. seems like it`s all total oppsite here.. so the numba 1 reason i took the offer to go to KL .. is to know that i dont have much .... i mean no value at all here.. like indonesian rupiah ! like a freaking pariah ... oh well... time to shift .. the eclipse is coming and its time for me to ..... (to be continued)


Pieces - Sum41




1 for BLOOD--- which is thicker than water... do u know wht does it mean !!!!!

And then there`s a loud PRAAATAAAAAAAB !!!!!

Well it`s gonna be like this... simple and str8 , im ordered to attend an interview which am convinced has a future.. hence even my bro`s involved-
So right now im goin to KL... and IF... and only IF i pass the interview-- id start employment imeadiatly.. i have to drop wht ever i have here in PEnang :( and start a new in KL
Its more like charector transfer ... Rm 27 (Konsortium) eheheh



GOD SPEED to me .. see ya fella in the near future

GOOD bye :)

1 for all my close buddies take care for now......

Wonder whts next

Every1 of us have heard it over n over n over a gain...

and the lived happly ever after...



DAMn i want mine ........


Im a platuae of feelings right now.. am not moving anywhere both work n play..sucks ass..

AM still trying to get my warriror in a FUCKING guild .. am in 1 right now.. so LAYED back .. which wht im not looking for :P


1 for me !

Welcome..

Today ......... haiz.... was ok la.. then the shit came along.. man there were so man y.. and eventually u realized you missed the bus......

Ive realized moles growing allover me... im like the acient now... living alone sux ...you ccan go crazy .. i kid u not...
Its its those things / phase you have to go through in life to endure of wht lies ahead....
Hope this person has a good ending in life before he ends it... the happy ending that is :)

fallout boy - Sophomore Slump or Comeback of the year

My humble self

By now most of ya have seen the un-humble self... (sorry) my humble applogies.... Well it`s just like a change of field la.. You play your life wif a certain set of rules and you come to realize that u need to revamp it (my attitude la)..

Moggs here .. all fine... when moggs away .. duno la how all.. he`s gone for 3/3 - extended to 4/3 Kl trip god knows if it`s gonna be 5/3



Have a new girl that im goin on with right now.. all i can say is she`s HAWL as neraka la...... maleh ....


HUngry at weird times nowadays... wonder why :(


anyhow`s take care peeps..

Btw im the best man for my cuz`s wedding this 9 july or september im not sure... :)

Ok la i got Tanni Geng

Had truck load of fun yesterday night.. right out side choong Pharmacy.. LOL 5 peeps downed like 40+ cans :) Mogg got drunk and so were the rest... hope to get it done again next week end LOL.. 151.. and play the 0 5 10 game ekekeke.. :)

On the other side KL trip is so nearby .. just need a few more days to decide on the RUn .. if can.. Hoo say larrr



1 for Bavaria LOL

Let me show you how its DONE..dumbass

A very WARMMM wellcome to MAUS ..@ MMAS you in penang wht !

Read laws of attraction under this blog (first)

Are you one of those kids that watch over a retared kid trying to get something done ..? I mean like for instance you see this kid playing Street Fighter.. and u can obviously see that he sucks in it.... well what you dint realize is that .. u have more EXP in playing that game or your just that good.. !!! Now picture this... u know wht they said about Donald Thump right.. if u were to strip all his wealth or Bill gates`s.. they`d prolly make it big again..... WHY because the know how to fish ..unlike some of us... who are just learning to fish. Some of us wish we could just shuv them aside and snatch the controler to do and ulra combo or sumthing... the fact is im working on my combo im trying to level my self...so if u think i can do better.... well u just have to wait n see..... not evey1 is like is like those arcade bulies la.. u give em a new game they strive in it while we would still try to master the KOF 2002 LOL. THen when uve` done mastering that combo of urs... you`ll pawned by the arcade bullies.. on what ever you`ve trained on .. and show u how it`s DONE.. :) Like morgan said "If it doesn`t kill you It`ll make your stronger :) "

P.s If all this dont make sence then why is there a word called stooopid .....

So ponder this a moment.... if u see a kid or some old guys trying to get something done..wht would u do.... ?? help out or just walk away !!! ?

please save the comments if it`s goin to be retarded...

Untamed Wilds

I can see right with my eyes.. wht happens when some thing goes... uncontroled..untamed...by itself... Either it turns out to be something really nice...or like most of the time, its gets really fugly. I really wished that some people out there know what they are doin...because obviously they just wont listen and worst of all being hard headed... nvm la... let u all be wht u all wanna be la.. I managed to keep my self refrained today freom giving out lame or insulting comments regarding some very fragile topic...some tards just wont get it :)

AND when it all comes thumbling down.. I KNOW for a fact u wont come to me......ego KILLS


Will Smith - Getting jiggy with it

NONE for untamed wilds

That time of the day

You guys know.. that there`s allways "that time of the day" moment .. like player of the day and all
well i allways remember wht was my "that time of the day"
Its was emo--- i was in the middle of a training and suddenly an old lady just walked behind me and approached one of my co-workers and asked fer money... old lookinf lady not to old but she was.... white haired and all... she said sumthing to a malay co0worker.. maybe she assumed he was chinese...*mumbled in chinese and realizing he doesnt understand .. she just went on to the table outside and started her mumblinng again..and then the other chinese co-worker said.."she want money to buy rice"--- at that instant i wish i could spare her some... :(( but i cant.. im really sorry ... i cant... i just sat there and wonder wht she would eat today ....
Not that im getting all imo and all ... but just realized wht i missed while i was "there" :)


Micheal Jackson - Man in the Mirror
1 for coffee , 12 type in one day (tasting)

Training :)

I have some training goin on tomoro.. was told that there`s gonna be some testing involved :)
Im all alone again at home.. but no worries i have work to do so .. i believe i can ride the storm ahhah. Its just that sumtimes we feel that we are dear to some ppl .. and then u figure out your not...only when it`s toolate LOL thats just makes me laugh. Am single again.. because i chose to be.. wasn`t even togather ...come to think of it.
World cup is goin on ...guess ill participate wif the rest .. like the score and all...besides the world world is watvhing...


Im predicting.......Trinidad is the underdawg... kkekek (wonder if they are even in the world cup .. heard there`a match Sweeden Vs Trinidad.. really ??? )

1 for patience and determination ekekkeke (man that sounds lame)

Work started :)

Today was my first day at work .. well the weirdest feeling is that.. i dont feel all new to thing scene lol.. i can adapt and i can work my ass off ..hard labour u say... i can bet my B%ls ive done more than u P:) So please spare the " can u take it question"- and for thos who know-- ive told u guys -- so be warned to let me flame at u guys again.."dont use that phase against me "

But the blind part is im dead broke.. had no money even to eat for my break time.. things a sure to get worst if my moms goes back toher haus :(



1 for euthopia.. i know how it feels to be hungry.....very hungry

Ever wondered

I saw some koreans weeping when they reqlised that their team lost in the world cup(2002).. was just wondering how would malaysia look like if we made it to the world cup finals.. bet it would change the whole of us... but till the Mpeople stop singing.. there is no way "lain-lain" can do LOL ")

Pau kopi time has come :)

1 for my "1 for" `s

Batmans Cave

I came to realize that batman was just an ordinary man like any1 of us.. just that he got thing done all by him self.. :) Well me on the other hand am sometimes "wished that i had company" guy-

We are gonna have a BBQ tonight :) the menu`ss looking great and i cant wait to get em on the table..while the other cant wait to get em in their stomachs :) while i was at the market i saw a couple of small kids..prolly 8 and 9 years old.. they were shouting their lungs of helping their mum sell vegetables.. found that scene really cute.. reminds me about me and my brother back in the days while we were working kids :) i`ll try to get some photos of the BBQ.. this shub be awsome

1 for artmaker :)

And then i began to rant AGAIN

Yesterday was my sisters birthday , so before having a small birthday party.
me and my buddies went to 7th lane market to get some hawker food , and should i say every time we order now... we allways end up eating and avarage of 3 plates Per person :P

And then the fun begins , i was in Pizza Hut we ordered a meal and was waiting for our food then i noticed something very very weird ... :S On our order sheet there was a lot of sections ... but one paticular 1 caught my eye--- "RACE" and i was like whaaa.....t. Now why would they wanna have a section to fill up your race in and order sheet... well call it survay ..but im just puzzled..why the hell they wanna know ur race ????

Anyhows -- the pizza came and we eating and all and mum thought , we need more. So i went to a random waiter.. happens to be indian looking and has an indian sounding name... i swear to god she can speak tamil- so i went to her and spoke to her in tamil on what i wanted to have next ... she just replyed to me in english ...... a rather roten 1 :) what can i say some people arent just really happy witf their ethnic backrounds.. :( sad LOL and hows i spoke to her in english and got it over with .. our food came and i was on my way for some dota :)

Pwn a couple of games b4 finninsh it of with some awsome "economic" rice oppsite Pragin mall-- Great day-- and incase ur new to my blog... this is what happens in my life everyday... follow me for a week and im sure it`ll WILL BE A BLAST

1 for my sis-- HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

Well wht can i say

Ive seen so much things while i was away-- ranting elsewhere... Im chairman of a sosiety-- they call me KING kong -- and the other day i saw a couple fighting in a car.. the husband was strangling her .. she cried out help and said in tamil " Please help me he`s got my neck .. icant breath...then the guys say "rest a sure everything is under control--- and at that moment i knew theat these folks have sumthing personal goin on.. i steped away... and she closed her car door and drove away crying " like it`s a sign -- this is my trouble u cant do anything to change it" SAD day.....
Have a baboon under me.. thats wht the call my society members.. he`s slacking badly..... am really sure i can guide him to the correct way and will achieve wht i was unable to ... tho my lil bro hasnt seem to pay due to his studies.. he say "rest asure" :P LOL.. i hate to be the one to be of unbridled (care to much)
Never realized had so much thing to say.. am worried my blogs to long for ppl to stop and take notice... im never the kind of person to considered.. yet i know well that my actions has a great reaction to a lot of ppl... yet they just chose to do the oppsite..have realized that i need to improve on my timing...


STEADY AS THE RIVER FLOWS........follow me

listen to Swing Swing - AMR (all american rejects)

1 for my society YAY !!



Ps the Jpeg is a random search of my name -sasi

I want THIS

Well basically i want a digital camera.. thought of buying a good one fer a long time , but is just that im so cooked u with food till i suggested to my self to get a good quality camera phone(it`s because i finish my money eating) Oh ya and a Katana

I realized that im just like any other people out there.. only thing is i realized that i have this funky urge to just talk to bored ppl and make their life--sasi-nized :)

If like bored or something just gimme a holla and id see wht i can do for you :)

Am listening to this song right now.. it really sound wonderful and nice.. and yes it`s chinese song _[listen]


1 for my dead dog.... :( all dogs go to heaven

We can move a MOUNTAIN !!!

My god there`s so much to learn... you see i have some books that i read on .. but it`s ike taking me ages to finnsih em --- am not sure if i have A.D.D or not but im coming to realize that i could have put my brains to better use sometimes, not that its to late or anything but just felf like saying that---



1 for my cancered aunty :(

Well whatdayanoe

ive realised that the more i do thing --or get things done by myself i learn more.. :P
I went walking alone today.... felt shitty but eventually reallised a few thigs..got sum things straighten up and became more focused--- and at the same time enjoyed and thought of Valerie Butters paintings just as i was posting this

By the way this is how i look like :)

OOh man i got derailed !!

Turns out to be i`ve decided that sales isnt the way of the future...well for me it isn`t !!! Ive realized there for to discover about me and ever during this 1 month of me being un employed. i realized that im a man with BIG ambitions :) it`s still here..right up in my head.. am trippin now
Wont be long till i get up on my feet and leap to the track and finish what i intially planned...you`ll see imm gonna make it BIG



1 for the blood that allways flows witthin me :)

To my Beloved Rexy :(

As i was at home on the computer , i heard a few malay kids calling out me.. outside my house.

I went out to see what was wrong....


" Abang ..anjing abang mati kena langgar van !!! "
" (Your dog got hit by a van ..it`s dead ) "

i was motionless.. and i said to my self " No...."

because i know they reconize my dog....

i got on my bike without and slippers and went to the scene.... there was rexy lying motionless below a tree dead ..

i never knew the day was today...

i carried her home and called my brother and told him about it ...he was sad..very sad

he called my mom and dad and told every1 what happned ...

but it`s was my sister who couldn`t take it... i could hear her crying through the phone.. and
so was my mom

i carried rexy to the beach where i allways take her for a walk..and kissed her forehead before burying her at the beach...

my whole family mourned her death...she was a great dog .



1 for my ever loving pet dog rexy........ we`ll miss you

these are the 2 pictures i liked... ironically these pictures of roses kept popping up so i decided to put 1 in as well